Nothing but pain sense i lost you, you were the only one that made my heart feel this way. Why did you have to leave? did i do something wrong? was i not good enough for you? it feels like you didn't say much to me because i was just a girl to you, it felt like... you wanted to leave me. If that was the real feeling for you then why didn't you just leave me and save me all this pain? you left me behind like it was nothing, you acted like it was easy for you to leave. I cried more then i said i did... i cried for a long time then just stopped and said "Thank you" you were the one that saved me from fear and everything that controlled my life. i guess you should stay where you are.. make a new life... and a new girl to love you, because if i didn't love you this pain would not be here... but if i didn't love you i would never of known that i want to spend every day of my life with you, i don't want you to stay i want you to come back. You said you can't find a place that feels like home... then can you look for that place with me? i will be here to hold you up the whole way though because i love you and because of this pain... it has to turn back into love for you... it just has to i made a Vow to you... and i will keep it no matter what!
I Love You Ryan...
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 Chii_Jones7866 · Wed Feb 03, 2010 @ 04:56am · 0 Comments |
