starting too feel the pain.... when i think of you my heart hurts... when i think of your face i want to cry.... i am so calm.... i am so happy...... but with out you in my life..... what good is it? with out you in my life..... how can i go on? yeah thanks too you i am more my elf then ever i am not so scared.... but i should of told you the words i left deep in my heart.... the ones i was too scared too say too you.... no these words are not "i love you" these words are something i wanted to tell you senc the first moment i meet you, i am sorry for all the wrong i did you, i am sorry for everything i did that made you mad or anything like that... i never meant to hurt you... i wish i could still see you.... but your so far away... my voice can't reach you anymore... my hands can't touch you anymore.... your smile can't make me happy anymore.... you saved me from a dead path... you saved me from a fake happiness, thank you for everything... but i wish i still had you with me... still in my life.... still next to me.... when i sleep next to you i can hear your voice.... when you sleep then cuddle with me t made my heart sing and i smiled... but now i sleep a lone..... i don't hear your voice anymore..... i don't see you anymore..... the pain i am having are just starting to come..... i want it too go away.... i don't know who to talk too about it... i miss you.... and i want you back in my life still here with me by my side......
 Chii_Jones7866 · Fri Jul 24, 2009 @ 09:59am · 0 Comments |
