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on to grade 10, such a fantabulus year.......
the only memorable thing was, as mentioned in part I of this random rant, was when I met my ex-boyfriend. an abnoxious redhead, ill try not to bash him on this, its not what my journal is for, its really hard not too but i will stick to the truth. So this entry will be about my bad experience with a boy and how I felt about it.

to begin with, I felt like I was being left out of some secret club because everyone seemed to be having boyfriends while I was never even looked at by the opposite sex. I built up this huge picture of having a boyfriend, that he would be perfect and sweep me off my feet. I had such high expectations. so when this one boy seemed to be interested in me I leapt for joy, thinking he would "save" me. Instead of thinking about the kind of guy he really was, I just saw what I wanted. huge mistake. Girls, take note, dont be afraid to go slow, if a guy really wants u and respects and cares for u, he will wait for u to be ready, he will pursue u and he will do all he can to make u happy. There are some really shitty guys out there, do not waste ur time thinking u will be the one to fix them, they will not change for u, they have to do it themselves (and yes im sure there are exceptions but it is not the rule) dont be afraid to ditch the guy, becuz if he really cared for u he would change for real. also dont be afraid to say no, or slow down, alot of guys only want one thing, and as mentioned above, a real man will treat u with respect. Dont think u have to have sex with a guy so that he will stay with u, it doesnt work out and ull only regret it in the future.

theres my rant on relationships, suffice to say I learned from experiance and many episodes of Oprah about all the above. I think Ill start my journals after these to be life lessons and about relationships perhaps, just an idea lol have always had great ideas in my head but have never been able to get it out, maybe here will be the place well we will see.
think thats enough for this one see u in part V!