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To one friend, perhaps I should lean over and whisper, "I thought i knew you". I should tell her that I've heard some things I never thought I would have heard. Maybe I should describe to her how I felt when I heard she had did one of the very things I am always speaking out against. What if i told her that it did not matter if the rumor were true or not, because regardless if she was doing everything she SHOULD be doing, the rumor never would have even started? Why would she tell one friend about it ad not me? Supposedly I am the closer friend correct? At least that is what she has been saying to me lately. I should at LEAST tell her that I thought she was better than that, and that I thought she had a better head on her shoulders than what was proved by her alleged course of action. Better yet, maybe I should just tell her now, through this, If you are reading this now, You know Who you are, and I just want to say, Why? i thought you were so much better than that... I thought I knew you.

To another friend, maybe I should ask if it is so wrong to expect some form of conversation, regardless just how minor it may be, if and when i talk to or ADDRESS you. If I start talking to you, a supposed REALLY CLOSE FRIEND, then why do all I get in return are a few mumbles and then silence? And YES I saw who was right in front of me, but WHY does that matter? Oh I'M sorry, I forgot, you gotta put on a show for your romantic interest don't you? I'm sooo sorry I made you look so bad in front of her what was I THINKING!? I just thought a little conversation would never harm anyone, hmm well I guess I was wrong wasn't I? Once again, you know who you are, if you are reading this, I just have one thing to say, If you don't have time for me, then I don't have time for you.


And lastly, to someone with whom I used to share a friendship of sorts, I should tell you to LEAVE ME THE ******** ALONE. Don't bother trying to talk to me, because I'm not going to even agknowledge your prescence. Why? because you ******** up. You had you second chances with me and now you're DONE> I want nothing to do with you so quit talking to me. Or else you are going to be living in a world of s**t. I promise. And if you are reading this, you know who you are, then what the ******** are you doing stalking me on the internet!!!??? Get your a** off my page and get the hell OUT of my LIFE!!