I don't understand much of today as the last few days weren't very good. Next few day I might buy a scanner so I hope? I don't know what to say as much as everything seen like yesterday. It feels like it too. I don't I'm doing the samething everyday or it the rain... rain, maybe that it as it feels like rain almost everyday of my life. I don't understand why everyone I mean want to know me more. I just blow them with a question saying why should you?
I'm anti-social at times... I don't understand it my self but I keep hearing about the re:make of death note and how pissed off about kira losing. I don't care about a lose like him. I been feeling down for awhile even I found my lost journal.
I just laugh as it been 1 year I haven't wrote on it. I don't understand it anymore. It like I'm laughing at myself again...
Oh, I drawing for awhile and I don't know why but it feels like I done it for while... even I haven't drawn in paper for while. I feel like I'm going insane as I think the walls are moving but I know it just me.
Even the fact that I don't like it.
Cross told me I'm obsessed about death note but that got me mad. Only cause I like talking about a subject that is really true doesn't mean it. It a fact if someone would play god would do the same... I hate those kind of people.
I like murder case type of thing. Even in the end it always the quite one that turn into a psycho. That remind me of this movie I saw. That this guy is seeing this man he work with... he haven't sleep like in day or so but because of that guy he goes insane. Mostly cause he the same person he ran over year back. He doesn't know it until he goes to the police and turn himself in. Funny story to me but i kinda got it right away. Everything added up anyway.
Mostly cause the fact I like Sin City. Not cause it a comic but I like it when they talk in the action is on. Mostly cause it remind me of a story I been doing.
Like always nothing matter like that before I just notice what I been doing. I just laugh at the end.
Forgotten that Cross is making another guild with new members. I wonder how that well go like. It sad to me... mostly cause time is changing. Even the rain is getting harder and loader.
I don't want the rain to end but quite down. Just make me laugh in the end really.
Make me feel like a psychedelic or less. I'm not really sure... not anymore I mean.
~Ayame
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