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TLLF: Chapter 2 part 4

Strange

Deidara entered his room and quickly closed the door. He locked it and was breathing fast. He leaned agents the door panting, and his left hand twitched a bit. This is to weird Deidara thought. Look at him with those type of eyes! I can’t do that! And besides, this is all too sudden. I’ve been in the Akastuki for only one week and he already has feelings for me! Deidara groaned and leaned his head agents the bedpost. He rubbed his head and looked down at the puppet that he as holding in his hands. “ Gah… I can’t even look at this anymore.” Deidara then threw the puppet into his closet. The puppet landed the wood clanked agents the other pieces and it landed in an occurred position. Deidara looked at it, shook his head, then closed the closet door. His mind was spinning in circles. His body started to feel warm, his hands shacked, and he had butterflies in his stomach. He suddenly felt dizzy and he sat on his bed. There was a knock on his door. The person behind it tried to open it but found it was locked.
“ Hay Deidara! It’s Konan! Open the door if you want to eat!” She said. Deidara walked over to the door and unlocked it. Konan opened it and handed Deidara a tray of food. “ Here.” She said. Deidara looked at it. He wasn’t hungry but he accepted it. “Thanks.” He muttered. Konan looked at him.
“ What’s with you?” she asked. “ None of the other members keep their door locked. What’s your reason?” Deidara looked at her.
“ Oh sorry. I’m just not feeling well today.” He answered. His body was hotter now and his mind swirled in his head. He looked at Konan and he seemed to lose all control of him self. He wrapped his arm around Konan’s waist and held her close to his body. Konan was shocked and angry. She looked at Deidara with burning rage in her eyes.
“ Get the hell off me you pervert!!” she yelled. Konan tried to push him away but he held her to tight. Deidara’s eyes went misty and he leaned into Konan and kissed her neck. Konan was still trying to push him off and tears of frustration poured from her eyes. “ I said get off of me! Let go!” she screamed. Just then Leader (Pein) walked inside and saw Deidara holding Konan. Outraged, he charged over and punched Deidara in the face, sending him flying into the wall.
“ What the hell are you doing to her!” he yelled. Konan wiped her tears away and stood beside Pein. She glared down at Deidara who was rubbing his cheek in pain. “ If I ever catch you doing this again, or if Konan tells me, you will be kicked out of the Akastuki, killed, and will be served as the next meal for Zetsu! I’m I understood!” he yelled. Deidara nodded his head and wiped the blood away from his lip. Pein turned toward the door. “ Come on Konan. Were leaving.” He said. Konan nodded and was still glaring at Deidara with rage. She walked out the door and was followed by Pein. Before Pein went out, he turned back to Deidara and said “ You should consider yourself lucky that you got away without a scratch.” Then he left and slammed the door behind him. Deidara staggered to his feet. His dizziness was gone and he seemed to be knocked clear. Gee, that move came out of no where. What was I doing? He thought. Deidara rubbed his cheek again where it was now swollen. “ Damn… What’s wrong with me today…?” he asked himself. He saw the tray of food that Konan left and walked over to it. He picked up an apple and examined it. He took a bite, and paced around his room thinking. Damn it all. This has me thinking of Sasori now. Deidara’s memory flashed back to the time when Sasori said “ Try looking at me with those type of eyes.” Deidara shook his head to get the memory out but it was still there. “Impossible.” He said. There was still a tingling feeling from the memory. He remembered Sasori’s face, his voice, and the way his body moved. He began to think about how Sasori might have felt about his reaction, and Deidara felt sorry for him. He looked down at his hand. The tongue on the hand stuck out, circled the palm of his hand a couple times, then went back inside and smiled back at Deidara. He closed his hand and looked at the floor. “ I’m so tired.” He said. Deidara fell on top of his bed and rested his eyes. I can’t love him back he thought.