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Who doesn't really, when it comes down to it. For a while there i thought i had found an, or THE, answer to the lifestyle of the true heart. what i mean by that is i found a way of living, perspectives,and morals that leave oneself completely content with all of existence. I KNOW that it's out there, i just have to find it. But, after a while of living a specific way, i found its faults...well, depression and loss of the will to live set in, and i went through a tough spot. i still haven't found one, but the only thing keeping me going is perserverence fed by a some-what delusional optimism.