I am just a child i know that.... i am not grown up i am only 14 i know that i am just a kid i know all this.... but i am pushing away the people that i know i can trust and i know that i can count on there is only like 2 people that i can count on in this real family my Rachel and Jessica and maybe my mom. yeah i know that everyone of my friends might be there but what ones can i trust??? i can trust Big Brother and Kisho that's about it i think...... i want to go with Kisho the one i can trust..... *puts my head down on the ground and lays there like i am dead* now i lay me down to sleep *tears go into my eyes and i cry* i pray the lord my soul to keep. *crys more* if i die before i wake.... i pray the lord my soul to take.... *looks at the light when tears start to fall down my cheeks8 angles watch me through the night and gid me twords the morrning light..... save me.
i know i am hurting my mom's heart i know that i am hurting them all... but i don't care... *keeps crying* why am i like this??? i hate this!
 Chii_Jones7866 · Thu Apr 30, 2009 @ 05:46am · 0 Comments |
