you tell me i'm being obsessive and i say i've just begun.
i don't know how to slow down.
or how to stop feeling the way i do.
and i don't know how to stop needing you.
i don't think i want to stop.
i've never wanted someone in general as much as i want you.
if you honestly don't like the new change then i'll try to stop.
because it's what you want.
the last thing i need is to drive you away and have that hanging over me.
i don't like the word obsessive.
it's not a good word when thrown into a relationship.
it always comes off as being a bad thing.
i've been obsessive before and things have never turned out right.
i can't help but always want to talk to you.
i'm sorry if that's a problem.
i just get depressed waiting when i see you doing other things.
and i feel like you're ignoring me on purpose.
i guess i'm overreacting.
i don't want to smother you but i don't know what else to do.
you draw for me all the time now and i like that.
i don't mean to seem like i want more so much.
you don't have to do so many things for me.
i do want more but only more as in us being together.
in a house with a family.
you wanted me to start feeling the way you did.
well now you've got me into the mood of thinking about our future.
i definitely want to have one with you.
i want to be number one in your life and the most important thing.
you're already that for me.
i don't know why i'm so selfish.
i'm sorry for needing you the way i do.
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