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there is something in the change of times.
of season.
it's in the sky,
the lights,
the smell of lawn sprinklers,
and the air.
it feels so wonderful, right now.
it hangs the back of my mind.
it's tingeing everything with this, this feeling...

i think it's nostalgia.
it feels like the summers of hainesville.
it feels like walking down the road, when i was innocent.
it feels amazing.

and it's stronger than any jealousy you could bestow upon me.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759392 Chatterbox Mon Mar 09, 2009 3:58 pm

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i'm pretty sure every girl i've dated is a b***h.
like,
a bitchy personality.
haha.
/: ?


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759392 Chatterbox Mon Mar 09, 2009 3:56 pm

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talkin' to greg about bands
is so awesomeee(:
he knows so muchh..


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759392 Chatterbox Mon Mar 09, 2009 3:48 pm

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the alexisonfire poll was one of my favorites(:

;

i miss partying all night.
with you.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759392 Chatterbox Mon Mar 09, 2009 3:46 pm

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you know how boys stereotypically like, check out tits and a**?
for me, it's the voice, face, and hair.
and clothing.
yep.
i've realized that, now.
particularly the voice(:
i'm pretty sure that's a big factor.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759392 Chatterbox Mon Mar 09, 2009 3:43 pm

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kjdfkh emma watson(:
we watched like, three movies of HP last night.
and just.
damnnnn.
foolish feelings, lmao.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759392 Chatterbox Mon Mar 09, 2009 3:38 pm

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so, i don't get it when girls get all ditzy over hot celebrities.
i don't even really check out hot celebrities, or even the chicks in bands.
i mean, they're like, twice my age?

but.
there is one chick.
lmfaoo, emma watson.
mother ********, that's one sexy lady.
she's one of the first girls i started checking out in general, actually. before i discovered my sexuality.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759392 Chatterbox Mon Mar 09, 2009 9:08 am

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i'm gonna get what i want for ma birthdayy(:


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759392 Chatterbox Mon Mar 09, 2009 8:57 am

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i can't stand the things that haunt me.
it's a burden i've lived with
every day.
it's a sting.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759392 Chatterbox Mon Mar 09, 2009 8:54 am

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okay.
so i'm finding people on my friendslist who i didn't even know were on there. lmfaoo.

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



laugh, out loud.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759393 Chatterbox Tue Mar 10, 2009 8:57 am

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...that.
is why i love my life(:


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759393 Chatterbox Tue Mar 10, 2009 8:56 am

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i wasn't even surprised to see you sitting behind me.
i honestly thought it was nicky tapping on my shoulder.
i saw you, and just.
wow.
you're dragging this out immensely.
you really, really are.

i mean.
"hey everybody, i'm moving tomorrow."
"oh, yeah, it's been moved to monday. monday morning, though."
/monday. "hey, rachelle."

|:
i don't give a s**t.
especially after this weekend.
hahahaha i really don't(:

nope.
not anymore.
again, i know.
but if they asked me for a regret,
i wouldn't have any to name.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759393 Chatterbox Tue Mar 10, 2009 8:53 am

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now i'm a little inclined to post pictures relating to what i'm talking about, lolll.

;

linda asked me what was wrong.
i wanted to say, "social life."
and if she probed,
i would say, "my best friend."
because honestly, you're my biggest worry right now.
and really, that's because i care about you and us so ******** much.

i love you, shanice.
please come back.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759393 Chatterbox Tue Mar 10, 2009 8:49 am

{large}i know we don't talk.
but if you said something totally out there, i wouldn't run and tell the whole school.
you don't trust me, but i keep your secrets in dls, as secrets in dls.

because i respect you.

do you at least respect me, care for me in the least bit,
to not read these posts and tell all your friends at school?

i don't know.
but i trust you.
hopefully, you won't let me down.


it's funny how
the ends of our social circles overlap.
Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759393 Chatterbox Tue Mar 10, 2009 8:46 am

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you're a disgusting person.
i've had enough of befriending boys, lmfao.
except for greg and justin(:

oh and.
there's a new chick at our school.
again.
lmfao.
she's mad short and really cute looking, with punky influences in her swag.
she came from ridgeview.
candice knows her.
we had nice small talk.
she approached me and asked me to help her with her classes.
hahahaha, how... trite.

you know those people,
that you shouldn't think about so much, but you do?
not that i'm thinking about her -so- much.
but.

;

i'm pretty damn traditional.

;

speaking of new gals,
i hope kayla comes to school tomorrow(:


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759393 Chatterbox Tue Mar 10, 2009 8:40 am

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i wouldn't change my life for anyone.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759393 Chatterbox Tue Mar 10, 2009 8:38 am

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i want you to know i don't care.
i want you to know that i am nothing of what i once was, and everything better and more refined. i am everything better. i am everything better.
i want you to know i never loved you.
i want you to know it was not heartbreak, because i feel like you've taken my pride, thinking you could have hurt me.
i'm gay.
i was young.
we were both young.
it was a mistake.

and you know,
when i say that, i feel like you're just the same.
but you can't be.
you have changed too.
and i know that, because that's how life is. that's what life does to you, after so much time.
so then, you must know, too, that i've changed.
i think...
i think i just care what you think about me.
i want you to know i've changed.
that i'm not weak.
you saw me so weak, and i resent that.
i don't trust you with that memory anymore. i don't trust you with my weakness.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759393 Chatterbox Tue Mar 10, 2009 8:35 am

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i'm really discontent when
after five years of moving on,
i feel bothered by seeing you?
what's that supposed to mean?
i sure as hell don't miss you. i know that by my heart, and how my mind doesn't think about you at all. at all.
but seeing you makes me tense. makes me laugh and smile, because i am tense.
maybe this is a simple case of awkwardness.
'cause we know each other, and left each other
abruptly.
a year of consistency, to four years of nothing.
yeah, that sounds right.

on a relevant note,
i sure as ******** hell this thing with dana doesn't escalate to what i think it could.
lmfaooo, how -crazy- that would be.
but maybe they don't talk anymore.
they probably do.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759393 Chatterbox Tue Mar 10, 2009 8:31 am

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the weather cheers me up.
is that a common thing, or just me?
every sunrise in first period feels like the first beautiful blend color i've seen.
it's remarkable.
i could gaze at it forever.
it's really enlightening,
to just walk with the entire sky looking so fresh and wondrous.
and that's really gay sounding.
but maybe i'm just profoundly aesthetic.

and i must say.
i hate rainy days.

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i'm sorry to let you down,
when i know i can be better for you.

Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759396 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 8:25 am

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have you ever truly knew at a moment,
that the feeling you were feeling right then and there,
was so unequivocally the greatest and most incomparable emotion in the world?



Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759396 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 6:06 am

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"I just slid my ticket across the table and I said, "Sorry guys, I gotta' see about a girl."

"I gotta' go see about a girl?"

"Yeah."

"That's what you said? And they let you get away with that?

"Oh yeah. They saw in my eyes that I meant it."

"You're kiddin' me."

"No, I'm not kiddin' you, Will. That's why I'm not talkin' right now about some girl I saw at a bar twenty years ago and how I always regretted not going over and talking to her. I don't regret the 18 years I was married to Nancy. I don't regret the six years I had to give up counseling when she got sick. And I don't regret the last years when she got really sick. And I sure as hell don't regret missin' the damn game. That's regret."


good will hunting is ******** inspirational.
that sums up so much of my life, that scene right there.






Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759396 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 6:02 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



"how the hell did we wind up like this? why weren't we able to see the signs that we missed and try to turn the tables?
i wish you'd unclench your fists and unpack your suitcase.
lately there's been too much of this, but don't think it's too late.
nothing's wrong, just as long as you know that someday, somehow, i'm gonna make it all right. i know you're wondering when.
well, i'd hope that since we're here anyway, that we could end up saying the things we've always needed to say, so we could end up staying.
now, the story's played out like this, just like a paperback novel.
let's rewrite an ending that fits, instead of a hollywood horror."


That's okay, I already logged in five times now, Gaia. Go to post 12 Site Feedback Wed Mar 11, 2009 5:58 am

"Unlicensed"
Sounds more of a glitch to me.

I had a problem like a week back that I would randomly get kicked off when switching pages, and randomly be taken to the main forum directory section.

Hasn't happen to me at all lately, so I blew it off as a quick fixed glitch.



That's great. Hope mine cleans up just as fast.
Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759396 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 4:22 am

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what i've googled in the past hour;

- how to gain trust back. (lol @ none of the results are all "hot to gain -her- trust"
- tutoring techniques
- how to change my handwriting
- what to look for when buying a computer


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759396 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 2:59 am

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now it's not even about the central issue anymore.
oh my ******** god lmfao.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759396 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 2:49 am

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omg!
page sixteen is about you!
LOL!
wow...
and i saw you and your lady today.
wasn't bad(:


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759396 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 2:38 am

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K LOL, SERIOUSLY?/:


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759396 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 2:32 am

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I ******** SWEAR TO GOD, I SAID I CAN'T HANDLE ANY MORE OF THESE MISTAKES.
oomph):

;

how about, i'm mad crushing on one of my tutorees?
she is CRAZYY gorgeous and cute. and loads of fun. and oh my god, her voice(:
ah, she's perfect right now(:
too bad i only see her on weekends.

;

i'm so sorry.

;

today was great.


xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i have a surprise for you.
but will you come back on my birthday?


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759397 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 3:49 pm

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i can't believe some kids in fagan's class have thirties and fourties.
most of the grades are in c's, apparently.
i mean.. seriously?
who recommended these kids into honors?
you know what, not even.
mr. fagan's class isn't even an honors class; he gives you two hours of homework every week. seriously? it is -not- that hard.
PLUS he lets us talk, eat, wear hats, wear hoods, listen to ipods, text. some days we don't do anything. and, he always plays with us and talks with us. he's funny, and he's chill.
he is a very, very lenient and easy teacher. he's basically your best friend as he teaches. i don't know why people don't take advantage of the weighted credit.
ah god, he is such an easy honors teacher. you won't find any as kind as him, man.

;

i'm forcing myself to drink undiluted coffee right now.
which means none of the caffiene is kicked out due to sugar and cream. 'cause today and tomorrow are gon' be all-nighters.
...which means it tastes so, so ******** disgusting.

Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759397 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 3:42 pm

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i wish you still cared.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759397 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 9:55 am

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oh these all-nighters.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759397 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 8:50 am

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this is definite redemption.
this is a second chance.
i must not blow any more second chances.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759397 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 8:47 am

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hit the stores.
i'm buyin' me some ********' clean a** swagger(:


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759397 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 8:46 am

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I'M NEVER LOSING MONEY TO MY PARENTS AGAIN~


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759397 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 8:45 am

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kodsjdskglh!
i have $100, and it's not my birthday yet(:
ahh ********' sweeeeet.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759397 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 8:41 am

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i was doin' comm. service at C-3 the other day.
and omfg, she was there.
and.
mother ******** hell, she was hot.
like, hot hot.
dyke hot.
sexy hot.
my kind of hot.
i was smilin' and gigglin' like a little school girl.
damnn.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759397 Chatterbox Wed Mar 11, 2009 8:40 am

"Dreak Shadowalker"
"ehmleey joe"
"juleeisadisaster"
I wish I was the one you wanted to be with.





xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


but i'm just fine with the way things turned out.
i'll catch my fish.
xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


sweet talkin' is so much damn fun.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759404 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 7:00 am

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4/4 - 4/12.
i will laugh if all the great shows are NOT on that date.
time to go google local shows.

;

on the first day i don't check my phone for calls, you call twice and text me?


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759404 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 6:57 am

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i can't go to the emmure concert with candice, 'cause it's on a thursday.
******** that s**t):
OH MAYBE IT'S WHEN SPRING BREAK STARTS THOUGH?
when is our spring break, anyway?
i shall check~

Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759404 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 6:37 am

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not sure what's better,
FBTMOF's initial band name or the recent one.
the new one sounds pretty sweet. blunt, but in a cool and tough way.
but the first one was pretty unique, imo.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759404 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 6:35 am

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el oh el.
i never stopped enjoy to talk to nicole biggrin


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759404 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 6:34 am

"our drastic love"
Journal Entry
March 11, 2008



You are actually the kind of guy I could find attractive.
I don't like men much.
I was kind of hoping you were the one leaving those wonderful things.
I think i am wrong.
You aren't the one.
Who was?



xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


and this is
in reference to sean.
LOOOOLLL@that. bet you wouldn't expect it.
i remember telling tai, and her being all ftw on it.
what can i say, he's hilarious.
and from the other chicks he talks to, apparently he talks to me differently, like he cares(:
and, he's got that bad boy attitude/swagger, but not the jerk kind of bad boy.
i mean, seriously.
boy's been kind and concerned for me since jh.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759404 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 6:31 am

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ohk, honest statement?
that is so incredibly awkward.
and all i can do, is lollll.

my superego is so weak.
my id always finds the better of compromises.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759404 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 6:28 am

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know who haley reminds me of?
know who?

you.

;

i'm not attracted to kayla as much anymore.
WHICH IS REALLY, REALLY GOOD NEWS. LOL.
that'd mess with shiz, son.

;

just because i'm talking about marriage with you,
does not mean i'm implying i want to marry you, babe.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759404 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 6:21 am

"saving nicole"

i love it when people are liek this.
just all LOL, and not taking things seriously.
it's such a better way to live.

Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759404 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 6:20 am

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LOL SO THE GIRL I MET SAID HI TO ME
AND
i just.
well, first, i didn't even see her.
and then she was like, "hey man, you just gon' walk right pass me?"
so i was all, "lol oh."
and then
i saw her SAW HER.

let's just say, when i met her, she was wearing sunglasses.
and just.
it was a shallow hal thing man.
damn, eyes can really mess up a face.


god.
that's so mean, man.
i was caught off guard.

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


a little coercion.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759411 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 8:52 am

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******** hell, this was hilarious!


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759411 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 8:49 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


loving you feels so right.
you know?


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759411 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 8:48 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i'm playing kelly clarkson's mainstream song right now.
this definitely reminds me of you, in case you didn't already realize.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759411 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 8:45 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


hahahha she loves me, ********.
she still ********' loves me.
what.
what.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759411 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 8:42 am

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..oh.
shanice is reaching out to me(:
but.
it's a sad reaching out):


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759411 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 7:52 am

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kelly clarkson just said, "i like the idea of two people being messed up, but perfect for each other."
lolll, story of my life.
that's real, man.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759411 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 7:44 am

"yes rachelle"
[[]αɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i hate the guy who wears the agraceful tee.
i wanted to go to that god damned show, lmfaoo.
and then that guy, who wore the evergreen terrace tee after the saturday show.
f that s**t. .__.



Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759411 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 7:37 am

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********, son,
i feel so curious.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759411 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 7:26 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


girl.
i still love you.

"The Odds Are Against You"
http://i131.photobucket.com/albums/p295/Sephiroth4yfe/Soujoubou_got_a_haircut_by_D_pi.jpg


ずっとそばにいて君だけがこの胸の気持ちを
今溢れる想いへ変えてく
ずっとそばにいて君だけのその腕の温もり
今忘れず胸の中でyour love




I've moved on.
:]




Crush | Snap | Blog | Aim:Hydemybroknheart



xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


y'know what bothers me of it though?
tai doesn't understand.
no one understands it.
just you and i.
she called it a mistake.

but you and i,
we know better.
we know.
we know.

maybe, they all will feel it too,
and when they do, they will know.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759413 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 9:38 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



dashboard's "hands down."
that is the epitome of it.

;

i miss you, a lot. so much that i feel so sorry for what i've done.
but then i remember.
i remember why i made the decision.
and then i know, it was right.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759413 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 9:35 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i never forgot you.
sometimes, faces in the crowd look like yours.
you were so perfect.
it was so wrong, hahaha, it was so wrong, that it was perfect.

i know it was wrong.
but i love everything you gave me, steph.

that night?
god.
that night.
definitely one of my most amazing moments of all.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759413 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 9:27 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


my parents often talk about being grateful.
it makes me bothered, because i can't share them my life.
and i can't share with them how grateful i am.
my life is so incredible, it's crazy.

i wish we could be something else.
i wish we could be like kaitlin and her parents.
i wish we could be like the others.
but we're not.
and i'll be satisfied with that.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759413 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 9:25 am

"x-ray visionary"




no, erase.


i wonder if you miss me even half as mush as i miss you.




and you know, what?
i know you do.
i know you do, because you meant every single thing.

and i'm grateful for that.
Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759413 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 9:24 am

"HardcoreGreens"
You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom.
You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love..
Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759413 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 9:23 am

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yeah.
i'm pretty sure voice is my primary attraction factor.
that, and then her face and eyes(:


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759413 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 9:16 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


at 0:55(:
most beautiful thing i've pretty much ever heard.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759413 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 9:12 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


that line, "some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this"?
i've lived that.
i've lived that.
i'm damn thankful for that.

which is why i look back in my life, so much.
it's not because i can't let go.
it's because i cherish.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759413 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 9:06 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


god.
i just adore seeing miracles change the lives of people.
it's amazing(:


xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


basically, this is my life in a nutshell.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759414 Chatterbox Fri Mar 13, 2009 3:01 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i love how you're prioritizing andrew's education over mine, mom(:



Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759414 Chatterbox Fri Mar 13, 2009 2:24 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


hahaha i want to be embarassed you know,
but i'm so out of embarassment.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759414 Chatterbox Fri Mar 13, 2009 12:28 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



you made a mistake.
you made such a mistake that will benefit some, and compromise the deserving.
you might as well have given us a geography test.
you might as well have questioned exact date.

but you know what, you don't.
you don't, for the past two years, because that is not the vitality of history.
it is events, it is change over time, it is relative location, it is patterns, it is understanding of concepts in politics, religion, territory, and power.
not ******** exact locations.
no.

but say exact location is essential. say it is.
why have taught inconsistently?
you're just going to neglect one entire unit's actual content for location, while doing the opposite for the rest of the year?

whatever.
******** that you did.
what can i say? there's nothing i can do, except let injustice happen.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759414 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 3:41 pm

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


okay.
now i REALLY have to make this entry private.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759414 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 10:09 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i'm just leavin' 'cause i was never really good with goodbyes.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759414 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 10:08 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


girl, you are mine.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759414 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 10:05 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


some hope through the day.
i'll keep the time.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759414 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 9:51 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


a double-edged sword.
maybe that's all i was looking for.

;

the lights were down, and it was a phenomenon. our world shelled itself from everything else. all we could think of was each other. our bodies. the taste. the laughter. the care. the affection. the statements and questions. we were safe. we were alone. we were alone, together.
and you pressed me against the door and kissed me.
you kissed me.
and god, it was beautiful. it was so, ********, beautiful. if only i could do it justice with the right words to say.
you were all over me.

at that moment, we were perfect for each other.
at that one moment, i know we were.
not for forever and not that kind of perfection of soulmates,
but we were.
suddenly, tenderly.
god, your eyes. and the scene on your hair from whatever you wash it with. your skin. your hips. your eyes. we parted lips, and all i could do, all you could do... was breathe... so wild, so calm. so hot and still.
i almost want to say, "what happened?" because it, it is too unreal. it is so unbelievable.

it's been a year, now.
i'm glad i'll never forget.
perhaps, it will never lose the vividity it holds in my heart now.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759414 Chatterbox Thu Mar 12, 2009 9:44 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


never at any other moment were any two people more perfect for us than you were for me, and i for you.

"you kissed me like you meant it."
that kiss.
that moment.
the breathing.
the conversation.
god, the conversation...
the chemistry.
i've never felt so much chemistry with anyone else.
ever.

yes, you.
funny, isn't it?

;

it's time to real up.


xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


she was gorgeoussss today.
gah, she's amazing&3
she's opened up to me like woah.
everything about her like, really wows me, y'know?
how many people are that interesting?
she is(:


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759415 Chatterbox Sat Mar 14, 2009 4:44 am

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it's a push and pull thing.

;

i'm afraid to start, because i'm afraid of failing.
i dread unexcellence.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759415 Chatterbox Sat Mar 14, 2009 4:40 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i really want to get to know this girl.
it's one of those cinematic things, y'know?
and it's not an sexual attraction type gotta-get-to-know,
it's more of this magnetic calling type gotta-get-to-know.
there's something about her...
and i'm not the shy type.
but i can't find a way to talk with her.

"jesus christ, that's a pretty face. the kind you'd find on someone i could save."


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759415 Chatterbox Sat Mar 14, 2009 4:36 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


perfectionism contributes to my dissatisfaction with acheiving grades./:


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759415 Chatterbox Sat Mar 14, 2009 4:26 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


babe, i'm scared of getting close to you.
we're moving so fast.
i mean, it's just too good too be true.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759415 Chatterbox Fri Mar 13, 2009 10:28 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


humanities.
environmental science.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759415 Chatterbox Fri Mar 13, 2009 9:01 am

"Aria Bolle"
Maybe one day.

Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759415 Chatterbox Fri Mar 13, 2009 8:58 am

"Aria Bolle"
I'll miss you too.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759415 Chatterbox Fri Mar 13, 2009 8:56 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


settling for simple loving.
lapse to where the music masks genuinity no longer.
the violin and the shattering,
i attempt to make permanent the feeling.



Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759415 Chatterbox Fri Mar 13, 2009 8:49 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


hahaha i don't give a damn(:
i did some ******** work, and now i don't ******** care.
she can suck it.


xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



"i don't see anything else when she's with me."
you know, this line reminds me of her.
that doesn't mean what i hope it doesn't mean.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759418 Chatterbox Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:21 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



money money money.
money and the ladies.
hahahaha.


DIY (Do-It-Yourself) Jewelry Go to post 6 Textiles and Crafts Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:11 am

I'm a huge accessories junkie, and some of my favorite items are done by hobbyists.
Now, I want to take my jewelry into my own hands, and make what I want.
So, how do you acquire the equipment necessary?
I can imagine you can head to a crafts store for straps and claps or whatever, but what about the actual metal attachments, such as peace signs or engraved pendants?

Thanks. (:
Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759418 Chatterbox Sun Mar 15, 2009 7:55 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



i shall be bold.
i shall be strong.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759418 Chatterbox Sun Mar 15, 2009 7:54 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



my heart hurts.
i have too much to doS:


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759418 Chatterbox Sat Mar 14, 2009 5:35 am

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hyper crush(:
fly a** ********(:
too bad i had to choose between their show and the saosin gig.
'cause they're not having any more southern tours for a while):


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759418 Chatterbox Sat Mar 14, 2009 5:13 am

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the man punished a girl scout for pitching a cookies sales pitch on a youtube video, loll.
imo, that's unfair.
selling cookies is selling cookies, right?
apparently, it "gives her an unfair disadvantage."
so, basically, limit one's opportunity to excel for the sake of the whole, right?
82% of american households have internet access, guys.

meh.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759418 Chatterbox Sat Mar 14, 2009 4:56 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


what a jerk!
like i said.
only boys i'm committing friendship to are greg and justin(:
i'm tired of all the rest.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759418 Chatterbox Sat Mar 14, 2009 4:54 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


your company makes me feel safe.
i could talk to you forever, you know.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759418 Chatterbox Sat Mar 14, 2009 4:51 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i probably shouldn't have snuck out to see you.
buttt i did.
it's kind of hilarious, because a cop was sitting at the corner. just sitting there.
we could have gotten caught.
lmfaoo.

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



i'm only afraid to commit.
because i'm afraid of being wrong.
of what will happen in
situation
and myself.

summer will relieve aid.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759419 Chatterbox Sun Mar 15, 2009 9:09 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



no longer shall i be afraid.
i will pry his grasp from my mind.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759419 Chatterbox Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:52 am

"Uncle Johnny"
D& stop being scared of me.

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



i am much more productive in creating essays through computer text than on paper.
i'm not sure if it's the tediousness of handwriting
or the fact that computer text is bright, fresh, and perfect.

prob both.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759419 Chatterbox Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:51 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



it's a mess, it's a mess. but i'll be getting better yet. i'll make or break these decisions. decisions for the better.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759419 Chatterbox Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:49 am

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LOL OKAY.
subjectivity for subjectivity.
i just think cory's performances on stage were brilliant. best i've ever seen, really.
god, i'm gonna miss him.
he needs to get on a new band, so i can see him go ape s**t again.
********, he was so good):


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759419 Chatterbox Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:44 am

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"i opened the door for the second time and welcomed you in.
pondering: safe or sin? discarding caution i let you under my skin."

cory's amazin(:


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759419 Chatterbox Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:42 am

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i've come to know quickly claimed true love can be fake.
and i've also seen it last.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759419 Chatterbox Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:30 am

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cold feet, LOL!
lol):


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759419 Chatterbox Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:29 am

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i think i may be overwhelmed.
but this is what i want to do!
i want to do this.
for myself, and for my career.

but i'm scared of failing.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759419 Chatterbox Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:26 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


this girl, she's perfect.
she's perfect for me.
and she's getting ahold of my heart, a little more, day by day.


xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



one year and two months ago, i declared war against fear.
it seems i've made no progress, still.
no progress still.
is this the way it must be?
what in life am i destined to change, and what should stay?
which battles must i fight against?
what if i'm picking the wrong battles?

well, if i fail, then i am to fail.
i will commit to perseverance, and follow my heart.
and there is no shame in that.


DIY (Do-It-Yourself) Jewelry Go to post 6 Textiles and Crafts Mon Mar 16, 2009 3:09 am

"A Purple Duckie"
craft stores usually have charms and such for jewelry too in various sizes

but if you want to make it that would depend on what you want to make. Something out of metal? You could need some sort of metal wire, I have heard copper is good for beginners, and tools to work with it. If you are making a solid charm you might want to look into casting resin or making it out of clay.

I see, I see. Good advice, thank you.
Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759419 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 3:06 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



i knew it from the start. my arms are open wide. my head is on your stomach as we try so hard not to fall asleep.
here we are, on this 18th floor balcony, yeah.

;

i'm caught between sins
and manipulating the words i promised to god.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759419 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 3:02 am

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TOMORROW I AM FREE
AND
stuff.
i'm psychedd(:
i'm gonna hit the city every ******** day, lmfao.

you know.
i hope my grades don't go down again because of this.
especially when i have a love interest, lmfaoo.

ah, life.


Feedback on my band. Go to post 47 Musician's Forum Sun Mar 15, 2009 9:45 am

Damn, not my music, but not bad. I think that says a lot.
The name is odd, but in my opinion, not in a pleasing way. I can imagine it could be appealing to others, however.
Finding a band Go to post 11 Musician's Forum Sun Mar 15, 2009 9:41 am

I commend all previously said ideas, but it seems they have still come to no avail. I can suggest myspace, a profoundly useful tool for networking for business. Or an ambitious but a guaranteed profitable choice: move to the city. Once there, discovering artists in need of a member will be convenient.
DIY (Do-It-Yourself) Jewelry Go to post 6 Textiles and Crafts Sun Mar 15, 2009 9:35 am

"Sutorumie Karurusonu"
Just today, I made a necklace based on an idea I got visiting Hottopic.com.
Take a 51cm zipper of any color, sew the tips and wear it as a tie. Keep it zipped up to your neck, as far as comfortable. Hang a circle chain link from the zipper, add chains, pendants, whatever you like. I used an earring that broke that had a flat heart, lightning bolt, and a star. It looks nice with many safety pins.
Also, hook a bunch of safety pins together until you get either a bracelet, anklet, or necklace.
That's all I can think of for jewelery at the moment. Just get creative and use random objects people don't normally wear, to get a very avant garde look. =3


Haha, true DIY. I dig the avant garde look, too(:
I am running for my High School BETA Club office. Go to post 0 Life Issues Sun Mar 15, 2009 9:30 am

Any advice on what to expect?
Does anyone know of resources for leadership and communication training?
Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759419 Chatterbox Sun Mar 15, 2009 9:22 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



i want this.
i have the skills.
but...


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759419 Chatterbox Sun Mar 15, 2009 9:14 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



meeting on wednesday.
chemistry okay.
psychology tomorrow.
world history tomorrow.
algebra tomorrow?
review english.
review french.




xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



advice from the best friend.
don't you know i am runner?



Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759421 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 3:43 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



three days grace.
remember watching this on fuse, and i laid with you on the couch?
you laid with me.
and i kept checking if your parents were coming home.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759421 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 3:40 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



in the patd! song on the radio,
our radio bleeps out the "god" in "god damned door."
but they don't bleep out damned.
uh, wtf?
you can't say god, but you can say damn? isn't that, worse?



Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759421 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 3:37 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



"when you're in this classroom, you're not in ophs anymore. you're in college."

hahaha.
and i swear to god, i won't have to even study for this damn ap psychology exam.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759421 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 3:34 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



you know what's really funny about friday?
putting two and two together when we acted out the play.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759421 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 3:32 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



this is why, in my life, objectivity will come second place.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759421 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 3:30 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



juliet take me somewhere we can be alone(:
i love you, and that's all i really know.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759421 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 3:29 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



they really mean it when you live up to expectations.
i never want to let these guys down.
and because of it, i strive for excellence,
each day.
whether it's for impressionment or intrinsic value, it works.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759421 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 3:26 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



it shall hang on my wall(:
god, i feel so alive.
you've made me feel life again.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759421 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 3:23 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



So if I asked you about art you could give me the skinny on every art book ever written... Michelangelo? You know a lot about him I bet. Life's work, criticisms, political aspirations. But you couldn't tell me what it smells like in the Sistine Chapel. You've never stood there and looked up at that beautiful ceiling. And if I asked you about women I'm sure you could give me a syllabus of your personal favorites, and maybe you’ve been laid a few times too. But you couldn't tell me how it feels to wake up next to a woman and be truly happy. If I asked you about war you could refer me to a bevy of fictional and non-fictional material, but you've never been in one. You've never held your best friend's head in your lap and watched him draw his last breath, looking to you for help. And if I asked you about love I'd get a sonnet, but you've never looked at a woman and been truly vulnerable. Known that someone could kill you with a look. That someone could rescue you from grief. That God had put an angel on Earth just for you. And you wouldn't know how it felt to be her angel. To have the love be there for her forever. Through anything, through cancer. You wouldn't know about sleeping sitting up in a hospital room for two months holding her hand and not leaving because the doctors could see in your eyes that the term "visiting hours" didn't apply to you. And you wouldn't know about real loss, because that only occurs when you lose something you love more than yourself, and you've never dared to love anything that much. I look at you and I don't see an intelligent confident man, I don't see a peer, and I don't see my equal. I see a boy.

and that.
is to live life.

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


why you've adopted this philosophy.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759423 Chatterbox Wed Mar 18, 2009 12:53 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i'm prob. gon' quit smoking.
which isn't a big deal, 'cause i was only a recreational smoker anyway.
i just dfc 'bout it anymore.
it's just. "eh." lost its excitement.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759423 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 7:53 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


FRIENDSHIP AT FIRST SIGHT LOL


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759423 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 7:22 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


sixteen, ********, because whenever i tell you i love you,
you still can't say it back.
and i honestly thought you had something beautiful to say.
but i'm glad you care for my birthday.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759423 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 6:26 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


MY FRIENDS END UP DOING IT ANYWAY LOOOOLL.
lol):
i swear, i thought even kayla wasn't going to but she did.
and shanice always does.
and dorian did it sort of.
and.
and.
and):


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759423 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 4:08 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



what the ******** is your ******** problem?
ugh, GREAT!
you are so...


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759423 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 4:07 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



...great/:
well, now we're back at square one, really. lmfaoo.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759423 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 4:04 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



"i freaked out. i'm sorry. it's a defense mechanism."
LOOOL DEFENSE MECHANISM.
funny, but true.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759423 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 3:55 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



s**t son, i got all into the ********' alliterations and diction.
what, man.
what.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759423 Chatterbox Mon Mar 16, 2009 3:50 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x



LOL
GOD SHANICE
I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND.
;~;

grr./:
well...
fate
works in strange ways.
it truly, truly does.


xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i'm not asking, because i'll deserve to know when i deserve your trust again.

;

normally, i attract chicks because of my personality/looks.
but i get them because of the attention i give, and the way i treat them(:


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759424 Chatterbox Thu Mar 19, 2009 6:37 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


1) jordan is a jerk.
1a) he tells everyone to shut up -rudely- when he talked the MOST.
1b) he doesn't say hi to me anymore when he's with his girlfriend. which, doesn't make him a jerk, but adds to the fact that i don't like him(:
1c) he tells people they're being really loud. which is probably true. but i) i'm deaf in one ******** ear. and ii) this was lunch. this was -high school- lunch.

conclusion: i've lost my respect for jordan. which is sad, because i found him hilarious, cute, intelligent, and one of those good stoners. but he's not. and just. too bad):

i think, it has something to do with his girlfriend. causation v. correlation, i'm just making a historical context connection.



Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759424 Chatterbox Thu Mar 19, 2009 6:18 am

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gr, candice!!
it's due next MONTH, not next WEEK.
LOOOL.
ahh w/e.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759424 Chatterbox Thu Mar 19, 2009 5:45 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


LOL SO
ON MY T9 TEXTING I HAVE THINGS LIKE
"threesome" & "p***s" come up on word suggestions.
it's a loll(:


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759424 Chatterbox Thu Mar 19, 2009 5:13 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


redemption, my son.
redepemtion.
redemption.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759424 Chatterbox Thu Mar 19, 2009 5:05 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


these words, they're only half serious.
this hate, it's only half exposure.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759424 Chatterbox Thu Mar 19, 2009 5:03 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i'm sorry for the way i am.
i'm not sorry for the way i am.
teach me to be more like you.
graceful.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759424 Chatterbox Thu Mar 19, 2009 4:52 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i'm such a dickkk, suck a p***k, and a casanova.
hahaha.
and your handwriting, it sucks.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759424 Chatterbox Thu Mar 19, 2009 4:16 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i love flirting with you.
and i love the way you make me feel(:

god, she's SO cute.
cutest girl this year, by far.

;

i'm so excited for this.
i will OWN this.
i will!


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759424 Chatterbox Wed Mar 18, 2009 5:35 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


lfighkdwhy do you talk to me.S:
i'm only havin' fun 'cause your friend is here, lmfaoo.

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


don't ask what it is i'm doing.
i'm just following my id, with no justification.

this feels right.

;

it's a bit of a discomfort to hear how much you don't like her):
i think she's amazinggg<3


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759429 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 7:36 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


he better be sweet, and funny.
'cause as far as i know, he comes off as an insolent jerk.
as most boys you date.
:c


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759429 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 7:34 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


idk what i'm doing.
i just want this///:


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759429 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 7:16 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i don't want to put the pieces together.
but i have to confront reality, don't i?


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759429 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 5:52 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


so much fun in fifth period(:
still the best part of my day, other than after school.

"sorry, i watch too much gangland."

Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759429 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 5:47 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


it's just the way i talk, now.
get used to it(:

;

i'm getting five names tattooed,
and the word 'gratitude'.
they have so much meaning, i'm so excited(:
you can get tats for the aesthetic pleasure,
but i'm gon' do it for memories/philosophy.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759429 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 5:32 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i didn't want to post this.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759429 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 5:18 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i dreamed a) dorian came back from the hospital, in pink, and it was sunny.
then, i dreamed that you and me were flying.
in an airplane.
and it started to crash.
and mrs. raymond was the pilot, but it was okay.
then we had to land in germany to check the plane out.
and there... i had you to myself. i dreamed about doing things. i ********' dreamed about you! romantically! that's crazy!
and then, i dreamed my brother almost caught us.
and just...
man, i was so happy in the dream.
happy dream.(:

;

a lot of people have let me down this year.
i've heard that said, but never understood it.
now, i do.
but i'm alright with that.
because i've come out ballin', in the end.

;

you need to get your god damned texting/phone back. :c


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759429 Chatterbox Thu Mar 19, 2009 8:07 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


don't ever have a thought that i would not remember your eyes.
you were all the colors of my world.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759429 Chatterbox Thu Mar 19, 2009 6:52 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


and she loves you,
too.

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


guess you could say i tried.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759433 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 9:22 am

"Miss Ickle"
You're voice is so beautiful.

It's calmed me.
Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759433 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 9:20 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


learning about the history of the world.
i've come to find disappointment in my country.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759433 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 9:15 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


you know, i don't care much for october's fall's perm. hiatus.
i just really, really hope they move onto more musical projects.
their talent was pretty ********' badass for a few recordings.
i mean, damn.
this is upper underground pop rock quality stuff. teens will eat it the melodies and lyrics up.
keep dreaming, tongue tied, if we're alone? great sounds. i can see these guys touring with the likes of bayside and hawk nelson.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759433 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 8:40 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


yes, it's sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759433 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 8:20 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


ahaha oh man, the houskeeping one is hilarious.


;

son of a b./:
i've already used 900 texts, and it's only the nineteenth.
i have 100 texts left. :c


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759433 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 8:13 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


******** seriously, i don't have to justifty myself to you.
i really ******** don't.
things are ******** right, and you have no idea.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759433 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 8:10 am

"NOZEBLEED"
fyi: you are really starting to break my heart.
lately, you've been such a jerk to me.
our talk obviously did no good what-so-ever.
you're supposed to be my best guy friend.
you're supposed to always be there.
you're supposed to tell me stuff and likewise for me.

i don't know.
i hope we're not falling apart.
you're a big part of my life.
i'd hate to lose you.





"NOZEBLEED"
fyi: you are really starting to break my heart.
lately, you've been such a jerk to me.
our talk obviously did no good what-so-ever.
you're supposed to be my best guy friend.
you're supposed to always be there.
you're supposed to tell me stuff and likewise for me.

i don't know.
i hope we're not falling apart.
you're a big part of my life.
i'd hate to lose you.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759433 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 8:09 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


badass ********' philosophy.

;

false alarm for the sinner.
i was only seeking redemption.
cut the case.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759433 Chatterbox Fri Mar 20, 2009 8:01 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


one of my favorite topics(:


xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i could have stayed in last night forever.
i don't care if you're not the one.
you made everything right.
whether it was blind or not, it was perfect.
and i'll live in blind perfection if i can.
it is what it is.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759434 Chatterbox Mon Mar 23, 2009 7:58 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


i miss when i had nothing to lose.

;

i told you today.
it was less epic than i thought it would be.

;

i trust.
she lies.
i trust.
she lies.
i trust.
she lies.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759434 Chatterbox Sun Mar 22, 2009 8:27 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


yumm.


Dirty Little Secrets [04/02/09] Go to post 759434 Chatterbox Sun Mar 22, 2009 7:54 am

xxαɴ∂xɪxsωεαʀxɪʾʟʟxкɴσωxʏσʋʀxғαϲεxɪɴxтʜεxϲʀσω∂x


pump that basss.


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