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My spring out fears:sadly enouph, include mostly bugs(not even the harmful ones)..worms, maggots,rollie pollies, woke up my aunt cuz there was a fly, alittle bit of bee's but I can see and hear them and would most likely know if they crawl in my shirt or somethin..basically the fears were invented when I heard a true story about a roach climing in a girls ear and eating her brain..my fears of bugs have to do with them crawling places they shouldn't..umm I like spiders and dragonfly's(hmm..do dragonflies bite??I've heard both sides displayed)I hate clowns though it might sound stupid but I've ran from one, coming down from heights a tad but I love climing up high, and eventually jump when I convience myself to face my fears..hmm..actually idk if I'm still afraid of that anymore..I'll find out tomorrow(Ima risk taker)..a bunch of people hugging on me at once..one is fine unless they're all over me ..it happened to me once and I almost thought she was gonna try an rape me or somethin..that's it for spring out fears..

emotional fears:Summun I love getting hurt or dieing, Losing summun I care about, Watching summun I care for suffer, Not being able to be there for summun I care about,Not being able to protect the one's I love, and afriad to lose the love summun I care about has for me..(this is going to be a bolt outta the blue) and being pittyed..It is horrible and I CAN NOT ******** STAND IT!!!..(though I guess it's not considered a fear..maybe more of an annoyance) stare