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wahmbulance EXTREAMLY BOREING wahmbulance

Sometimes I just have to ask what the hell is wrong with me. Did you ever wonder how habits now will affect you in the future? I have have. There are LOTS of them, some I think no one notices. Such as when I go down the hall from my chemestry class to lunch, I have to toch the color tiles on the wall. I don't know why I do it, I just do. The haibit im dealing with though is food. Its weird, but I know others feel the same sometimes so im not that ashamed to admit it. I can NOT eat food unless it is one of the following reasons
1) looks good
2) It contains something I like
or
3) Its something im intrested in (ex-sushi)

Its just weird! Though again I must state that I am not normal to societys standard. Its always just been a damn habit, and it was only brought up becuase my mother had made some meat and potatoes. Later instead of haveing that I had some tuna and bread. Course I got yelled at and my mother did her marge simpson anger noise. Why didn't I eat the already made cold food? (besides that it was cold) becuase it looked nasty as hell! It was all brown, just UH! gonk plus the tuna was healthyer....but thats not the point. So what I ate something else? The whole point to this rant is that (for the sake of cookie ((who is the only one that reads this)) so she isn't bored) Im tired of being yelled at. Im yelled at for everything,and then that just reminds me of the contriditions!

Im continueing in another entry becuase this is a diffrent topic
~Foxy