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Seems like it was yesterday
When everything was okay
But then I messed up again
I pushed you away
If only I had more control
Of what I did and said…

Maybe we wouldn’t be this way
Forced to be apart with pain
I wouldn’t have to thank you for all you’ve done
Or erase all of my mistakes

There’s nothing I wouldn’t do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you
But I know you wont answer

I’m sorry for causing you
Pain and conflict
With the things I do
And I’ve hurt myself
By hurting you…

Some days I feel broken inside
But I wont admit it
Sometimes I just want to hide
Because its you I miss

Its so hard to say goodbye
When I feel like this

Do you regret what I said?
Will you help my understand,
Why this is how it is?
Do you hate who I am?

There’s nothing I wouldn’t do
To have just one more chance
To say that I love you
And have you say it back

I’m sorry for causing you
Pain and conflict
With the things I do
And I’ve hurt myself…

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I loved you
And not cause you pain
This is so dangerous
So out of line…

To try and turn back time….

I’m sorry for causing you
Pain and conflict
With the things I do
And I’ve hurt myself
By hurting you…