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My memories (english translation as close as I could get it)
As I bury your corpse in the yard
Though I know I've done wrong
I relish the thought of your childish gaze
Through my shameful desires
There was a time when we were such friends
My temptations have won
Now here you lie atoning
For all of my countless sins
Tell me, my dear friend, why there's so much crimes
Tell me why, dearest love, there is judgments
The fragments of your bones
Where so gallantly pure as light
They shone through, in the night, where the gods could clearly see
The truth seemed to appear
So suddenly and so clear
Yet it left
In a haste
I got lost
Sitting here next to you lets me think
All the memories we've shared
I threw them and locked them all away
But that case didn't lock
Deep beneath my sanity
Within the dark chambers
Came this insane compulsion
That I could not control
I finished it. This puzzle. Now why won't this dream end?
Maybe it's a nightmare, waiting for my death.
I've sinned because I failed
The only crime was that I gave up
The punishments were too much
You were my only attachment
I've let go of you, dear
I've abandoned all of my fears
Let time spin
It's just a
Kaleidoscope
When dawn breaks
Can I smile?
Can I ever smile again?
Though I know I've lost you
Have I truly gained nothing?
All the endless lies I've told
I was secretly wishing for
A way out
Of this hell
Just please don't mourn
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