******** life, ******** drugs, ******** myself, im a ******** rebel and i cant help it, I DONT DESERVE U...keegan deserves u more, make ur choice, me or him, someones gunna end up dead or misrible, there is no conclution to this, (none of this is ment to make u seem im mad at u, im mad at myself...) i dont even know why right my thoughts on this no one understands...better then bottling my thoughts up inside, but it doesnt get them all out, ill just bleed em out later, i dont know who to blame, me? my mom? i couldnt bring myself to blame u, but wat if it is...then ill live with with it, me and keegan both love u...sooo wtf do we do, evem if i say ill be ok, i no i wont if u choose him, same with him whn u chose ******** life......i.want.to.die. crying
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