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I used to think that the day would never come
I'd see delight in the shade of the morning sun
My morning sun is the drug that brings me near
To the childhood I lost, replaced by fear
I used to think that the day would never come
That my life would depend on the morning sun...

It's funny how lost I am, I don't know who I am as a person, let alone an artist. I trying to find who I am but it's so difficult not to slip on the rocks...

Funny, I did that yesterday, slipped on rocks and fell right into the river. Fun times, just standing in freezing water, walking around for no reason. This is why I like summer. I think, it's because I could finally hangout with my friends and my mom wont complain, because I wont come home when it's dark mrgreen !

Still, this summer things will happen. I'm sure of it. Things have been building up. He kept repeating those same words, words that scared me but still left me curious. I shouldn't have backed down and I shouldn't have cared about where we were, about when I had to be home. I should have let him have me... I should have... The day was beautiful...