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My resolution this year was to be less emotional for my sake... Only a few seconds after midnight came, and the ball dropped... the loneliness of being there alone, sitting in the dark, watching people cheer and share their joy together... I was overwhelmed with sadness... I cried and cried the whole night...

So... I guess I have to try harder to keep the loneliness from killing me...

I know I'm weak and I want to be stronger... My love is what's keeping me weak but it's also what's keeping me strong.