Again find someone like him That loved me for me and no one else Everything that hurts me It's alright it's okay. I'll hold it in and let my tears run It's just for a little while right...? Right...? I can't take this anymore I can't live. It's so hard to focus on anything when the only thing on my mind is him. I can't...I can't do this. I can't stop crying. Nothing is going right I hate not being able to be happy on our anniversary I hate not being able to talk to him like i want to I hate not being able to be myself..... Happy Suki... crying