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-Journal not for the viewing of the masses, sorry-
Some painful thoughts I need to get out.
My grandpa died christmas eve morning 2007

I was supposed to get to see him christmas day


I just wanted a chance to say goodbye.



My low opinion of myself may have blossomed because of the fact that every time i think i have a best friend they tell me im not theres.


I hate humanity as a whole. I wish people would just sit down and talk to me about my views and opinions, then maybe i won't be so hated. I have very good, valid reasons for what i think a feel, so why must i be judged?

If I did not have Jeremy I dont know if i could function in normal society.


My father told me and my sis that he does not care about us. He also told me that there is no way I could be his daughter cause i am so screwed up.

I love my meme dearly, but one year I stopped sleeping over her house cause i was struck with an overwhelming fear that one day i might wake up and find her dead. I did not visit much after that. Now she has dementia.

I am so happy and grateful for what I have, it is just that sometimes things eat away at my thoughts, so this was just to vent.





 
 
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