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I'm going to talk about love now...cause I'm that wierd Not love, more like confusion. It's like every time I look at some one, I think of how our lips could touch, or something ridiculous. It's worse when I meet someone for the first time. Then I come up with stories of how we met and how we romantically run away. The thing is, I'm not sure I know what love is anymore. Now that I don't have a target to direct that passion, it's all over the place! I don't know what I'm doing at all! I'm not even sure at this point if I loved people at all! I'm disgustingly desperate, and I have no idea what to do about it! Everytime I look at someone I once loved romanticallly, I get even more confused. I don't know what's real anymore, and it's not really helping my mental health. Hopefully I'll find someone I do love, and then all of this will end. I don't care if it's just a crush, but I need some kind of real target!!!!!!!!! I hate this state I'm in! It scares me, and I'm afraid I'll soon start making out with someone I don't even like! Or worse, someone I care about as a friend.

Posted by: radrad 123 Thu Dec 20, 2007 @ 03:03pm

92% of teens would be dead if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe
Put this in your sig if you are the 8% who would be laughing.

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Lady Cailynn of the White
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Commented on: Mon Dec 24, 2007 @ 09:03pm


	Amusing, because I'm in the same spot. My boyfriend for two years just broke up with me a week ago and now my heart is spilling all over the floor. I'm so confused about how to love and what is love. I wish I wasn't like this, because it is scary. I don't want to end up dating someone because I need a 'target'. I hope we both get over this state.

Commented on: Tue Jan 22, 2008 @ 12:52am


	That's incredibly creepy, like, that RLS drug increaseing sexual urges. But, you can't make out with a random person unless they let you, and they probably wouldn't let you do that in school, so like chill a little, and get a dilldo(sp?) GONE TO LUNCH SCOTLAND

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Commented on: Sat Feb 02, 2008 @ 03:34pm


	your still young, you've probably never fallen in love with somebody. but your right, its hard to tell the difference between love and crushes at this point in our young lives. i can only imagine that it will become easier as you get older. but, as ive said before, your lucky to like many people. i tend to get attatched to one peron for an extemely long time :/ so be glad! biggrin

Commented on: Tue May 06, 2008 @ 08:05pm


	first of all, whoever it is that posted that 2nd comment shouldn't be giving advice, if that's what it's called, anyways, it's ok neko, im sure you'll find someone, i hate seeing you all hurt, just, try not to make out with someone, unless you're dating em, please

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Commented on: Wed Apr 29, 2009 @ 03:15am


	WELL, I HAVE NO IDEA. I'M NOT A WOMAN BUT MY SISTER'S A LESBIAN. BET YOU SHE'S THE MASTER OF THIS IF SHE SLEEPS WITH WOMEN AS WELL. BRB I'LL ASK.

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