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A glimpse Inside my Head
One of my favorite songs is "Faking my own Suicide" by Relient K. It kind of sums up my thoughts about this girl I like. The feeling isn't mutual, for she hardly pays any attention to me. I mean, we will talk and such (barely), say hi, she'll sometimes give me a hug, but nothing more. I've often wanted to ask her to the Valentine's Banquet, but I'm always too late. Oh well, she would probably say no anyway. Probably should look for someone else, but, it's hard to get over it, I cant seem to let go... Anyways, here are the lyrics (as best I can remember them) of the song.
"So I've made up my mind,
I will pretend to leave this world behind,
and in the end you'll know I've lied,
that all along, I was faking my own suicide,
I was faking my own suicide,
because I know you love me,
you just haven't realized,
Yes I was faking my own suicide...
We'll hold a double funeral,
because a part of you will die along with me
Oh, can't you seeeee.
I'll write you a letter that you'll keep,
So you'll realize that your love for me,
Is more than six feet deep,
And you'll say aloud that you would've been my wife,
And right about that time,
Is when I come bck to life.
(here is when I get shaky on the lyrics, something about her eyes will open so wide)
For all alond I was faking my own suicide,
because I know you love me,
you just haven't realized,
Yes I was faking my own suicide...
so we'll be together,
until the day that I first die!
(then he goes to the third verse, which I can't remember, all about their happy life together. Man, I wish that this would all actually work.......)
Well, anyways, this has been a glimpse into invadazim's head, brought to you by Relient K and the good folks at the McArthur Toilet Seat Factory (had to end it on a light note, I'm generally upbeat...) Until the next entry!
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