so .. recap of a birthday .. yes .. my birthday has now passed.. and the sad part is.. i got more birthday wishes from online people who have never met me .. who have only just learned it was my birthday .. but from people i have known for years.. hung out with... they forgot.. or just didn't say anything...
i celebrated my birthday with my mother.. which i loved.. but .. when your friends can ruin your birthday just with a few simple words.. and text messages.. or no words at all.. .. how are you to feel?
yet i am yelled at because i reacted to having no attention shown on my one day a year.... i just wish to be left alone.. i can't talk to one person without it getting to another.. so i have decided to just not speak ..
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