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Dear Nikki, heres how my day went.
Im slightly jelous that IM not up there. And I had a shitty day and I want to talk to you so Ill leave you my biography. well today started out shitty, cuz I had my other AP test, and it was likee 4 hours, and I didnt eat all day, then it got slightly better after that. I went to art class, 5th, nothing special happened, and then i went to 6th (spanish) and nothing happened what so ever, and I was so brain dead. So I felt like s**t, then after school me and lindsey and gavin went to the library to be ******** and then lindsey left and me and gavin were walking to drop off a letter in the mail, and he was like "im so excited davids coming down" and I was like " are you excited?!?!" and I was pretty much hurting inside cuz I like him, and I wanted him to notice me and it seems like he does these little things to show that he likes me but I dont want to ask him and feel like s**t. so i was all happy and fake, and he was like " I got in a fight with him, cuz he cheated on me, but I did a while back ago" then I was like ehh... and felt worse. but then we were hanging out having a blast, then after we were done hanging out we walked to his moms work, and she dropped me and Linz off at her house. And we hung out and had a blast that made me feel better, her and jake got in a fight, then since we had the AP test one of her teachers marked her absent, and her teacher called, and her parents got pissed and she told em and they got mad, so we went for a long walk and basked in our sadness, and kinda happiness. becuase we can be depressed but we always make eachother happy, lol. Well then on the ride home from her house, my mom decides to ask questions, and the first one is have I had sex. and i was like no. and shes like does linz's bf care that you guys hang out all the time, and I was like she doesnt have a bf just kinda someone shes talking to, and my mom was like is his name kevin? and I was no, and shes like are you sure, and I was yes, and she asked if i liked my friend sarah, and I said, no. and she was like who do you like, and I was no one, Im a soul less b***h who hates everyone, and she turned down the music and shes like, no WHO DO YOU LIKE, and I was no one, and shes like whats your problem, and I was like your pissing me off. then shes like good, thats my job, and I Was like your doing a dam good job of it, and she was like then my lifes fufilled or some smart a** remark, and my day was ruined and your not on to cry and b***h to so I feel worse, and I dont want to call, cuz I dont wanna interrupt your sleeping and itskinda late, well I hope you sleep well, sweet dreams, and a day withouot you is like a day without eating... and its hard, but I can go through with it. lol. I ate some today, but I felt like s**t so I didnt eat much, I had 2 pieces of pizza and a muffin, and I walked like 10 miles today (literally) and I feel shitty and fat, and depressed, and I want you here, and I just started crying, and I doubt this is gonna fit intoo a message but who cares... lol. I swear I mean I dont think normal kids go thru this. What happend to the perfect world people saw when theyre little.
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