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Do you know were i slept last night...
Do you know why i slept there..
Do you know what happend..?

I`m 18 , i have no job i come home to a drunkin roomate mentally abusing me not letting me exit the door I screamed and screamed and ran down the road were he still followed me , So i ran i took a bus an hour away to safety, I got picked up by a 50 yearold man that melested me while i slept, theres so much that you dont see in a person life.

Ive been raper 3 times in my life, abandoned, abused , forgotten ,taken advantage of but that is normal to me and people say it shouldnt be normal but i dont care I`m strong I just want you to understand theres such a bigger picture thaqt is going on then what you see, I feel discusting and helpless..but i will still stand with my head high , breathing in the winter weather and hopeing the sun will bring safty.