wow, its been a long time since iv written in this thing. seems like forever. iv changed so much. back then i was happy all the time. now my eyes are like it like their open. wow. i wish my life wsnt so.... like it is. this totally sucks. oh well. its not like i can change my family. btw. now im 13, almost 14. woo hoo. goin to 9th grade. big woop.ima frekkin freshman. well ill see u later. bye