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betrayal i guess you can say that is what i feel one of my closest and dearest friends one i'd do anything for i may add pretty much abandoned me i mean lots of people tell me i'm working myself up over nothing but it's not nothing it's everything i've known and cared for this man for 7 years and now all the sudden he hates me and never wants to see me again so yea i'm upset who wouldn't be my friends tell me it's nothing and not to worry but it is something it's everything and i cry as my heart once again shatters................................. i guess it's true i'm a jinx cold and alone with no heart.....