Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

We buried her around right now (just finished) (started around 10:20am). We wraped her into some cloth and put her into the hole we dug. It was sad considering this is the last time I'll ever see Yuki ever again. My dad read a poem while crying about cats. It was such a sad time. We were putting flowers inside her grave, once we put her inside. I started crying alot since I cared soo much of Yuki. Especially when we were putting dirt, her ears were still sticking out. I wish she would live happily ever after in her new life. No matter what happens, even if I get a new cat, I will never forget about Yuki and Chako...

As the title says, Yuki has died, on Rememberance day. She died at around 2:55 am still in the motionless position she was in before when we carried her. Atleast she didn't suffer as much pain as my other cat, Chako. It was a silent momment for me, because thinking back to all the years she's been with me (my whole life actually. Since she is older than me), she never left me. Even when I was a baby in a craddle, Yuki and Chako would go inside with me because they were curious what's inside. When I had a fever, I used Yuki as a pillow once... which was by accident. When my brother started throwing up... well actually she started to run away. Even when she was about to die, she was always right beside me when I wake up. This was a tragedy in my life since something I loved soo very much is gone and will never return. We still haven't buried her yet, but we have to do it soon before maggots starts to come out of her. I hope she had a happy life all these years and will make even people in heaven happy. She was the best cat in the world and no other cats can replace her. She may have been a bit sttuborn but that's her personality that makes all other cats not special. I hope Chako and Yuki will be able to meet up in heaven and play together once again... That is something I wish for. I'm typing this with tears in my eyes but this is reality and something that live must eventually die. I hope you understand how much you have love someone before they die, because you'll have some regret that you could have done more for that person. I guess life is sad... Hopefully you will all read this and think about how people that cares for you won't be with you forever and that you need to do stuff for them that won't make you regret it later on in your life.

Yuki went to the vet once again on October 31 when she wasen't eating and drinking. She came back on Thursday November 2, 2006. Well, we were giving her banana flavor medicine and some pills cut into quarters (banana flavour medicine 2 times a day and the pill *i think* was 1 time a day). Anyways, at the vet they gave us some advise on how to force Yuki into actually eating, like warming up the food in the microwave and giving it to her so that she can like it because of the smell. But it didn't last very long... We forced her to drink water from the same thing that we were giving banana medicine to her, but she was acting as if she were to throw up. Yuki's process wasen't superb after she came home from vet. She was worse, in my opinion. Now she keeps on falling over and, this morning, my mom thought my cat was dead because she was on the ground. She is very very cold, which is horrible for a cat. I'm not quite sure what makes cats go very cold but let's just say it's like hypothermia. She must be in lots and lots of pain. I don't think a miracle could help Yuki... It made me cry in the car when my dad told me (when I was coming home from my Friday Dance Class), that when Yuki dies, probably people at Heaven will be happy to meet Yuki too. It also made me sad/scared when my mom said that once she got home, she thought Yuki was dead because she was on the ground. Yuki is like my baby, if my baby dies, I would be very very sad. Yuki can't even close her eyes anymore because of dehydration. I wish that Yuki gets much much better but there is a very low chance that she will survive. It would be even sadder if my cat dies on Rememberance day cry . This is a very important memory to me. If someone laughs at this, then you have no good in you....