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Living Through Desperation |
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What's a boy to do when all he can think about is some manga about ninjas that he knows is lame and intended for people younger than him but he just can't keep away from it? What can he do when all he does to occupy his day is read fanfics of said lame manga?
He feels content to just read the fics all day, read the latest chapters every week, and ignore the anime entirely. But contentness is not what he has in mind. He wants to feel utter joy, a feeling he's never truly felt since his days with a different manga involving demons and Japanese schoolgirls prancing around in the past.
The fanfics he finds for the lame manga barely suffice to basic standards. The sentences are either too short, with periods where commas should be, or too long, with commas where periods should be. In many fics, there are such occurances like anime falling, sweat-dropping, and characters going un-described. The rare few he does find that are not only entertaining but well-written, as well, are over before he can absorb them completely, cutting the happy experience off early.
The fix is quickly wearing off; the boy can feel it slipping from his veins, seeping out into the day and leaving him high and dry. He needs something nice and juicy soon, or he'll spiral into a pit of self-doom. He's beginning to think that anything is good enough to make him last.
Illness can only be cured with the right medicines. Resorting to just anything could, and very well might, make the problem worse until it is uncontrollable and there is no longer a cure.
-Arhu dramallama
 Arhu · Sat Jul 15, 2006 @ 06:04am · 1 Comments |
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Arhu · Mon Apr 10, 2006 @ 07:27pm · 0 Comments |
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No one ever reads my journal entries...or at least they don't comment...I am sad.
Oh well...*skips off to Town* (Town=Gaia Towns)
Arhu · Mon Sep 26, 2005 @ 12:44am · 1 Comments |
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Yes, I enjoy this song quite a lot. I don't own it, Utada Hikaru does...I just felt like putting it somewhere...because I like it so much. Quote: Kremlin Dusk
All along I was searching for my Lenore
In the words of Mr. Edgar Allen Poe
Now I'm sober and "Nevermore"
Will the Raven come to bother me at home
Calling you, calling you home
You... calling you, calling you home
By the door you said you had to go
Couldn't help me anymore
This I saw coming, long before
So I kept on staring out the window
Calling you, calling you home
You... calling you, calling you home
I am a natural entertainer, aren't we all
Holding pieces of dying ember
I'm just trying to remember who I can call
Who can I call
Home.... calling you, calling you
I run a secret propaganda
Aren't we all hiding pieces of broken anger
I'm just trying to remember who I can call
Can I call
*Born in a war of oppisite attraction
It isn't, or is it a natural conception
Torn by the arms in opposite directions
It isn't, or is it a Modernist reaction
*Born in a war of oppisite attraction
It isn't, or is it a natural conception
Torn by the arms in opposite directions
It isn't, or is it a Modernist reaction
Is it like this
Is it always the same
When a heartache begins, is it like this
Do you like this
Is it always the same
Will you come back again
Do you like this
Is it always the same
Will you come back again
Do you like this
Do you like this
Is it like this
Is it always the same
If you change your phone number, will you tell me
Is it like this
Is it always the same
When a heartache begins, is it like this
If you like this
Will you remember my name
Will you play it again, if you like this
And that is Kremlin Dusk...^.~
Arhu · Thu Aug 18, 2005 @ 04:08am · 0 Comments |
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...This blows, royally. My friend for the past four years (whether that's a long time or not doesn't matter) is moving. But she's not just moving to a different town, she's moving to a different state.... crying
I refuse to let our friendship be ruined so easily, though. I will visit her, dammit!! Even if I have to waste gas doing so!! I will see her!!!! It is my new goal. And it will succeed.
I will not fail.
-Arhu
Arhu · Sun Aug 14, 2005 @ 11:00pm · 0 Comments |
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I...
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...don't know. It's horrible, really...not knowing what to do or write.... Humm...maybe I will...um...write a journal entry!!! Yeah, that's it....
Anyways, I got a computer put in my room last week...and last Friday, it got hooked up to the internet...I'm so happy. This means I can have all my crap on this computer and my mom won't b***h about it!! A happy moment. Yes.
If you have yet to notice, I have foxxy ears... heart .... My awesome cousin got a trunk and inside was the foxxy ears...she told me that she was going to sell them. So I started to bother her...^^...and she gave them to me...along with a thousand gold. I love her. heart
I also got digital cable in my room.... Now I can watch the AZN channel whenever I want!! I love that channel.
Um...oh! I'm working on the second chapter of my new story, "Night Spies". Uh...I would love it if someone could come up with a different name...that one is kind of lame...but temperary. Um...if you want to read the first chapter of "Night Spies", go to http://fictionpress.com/~arhu. Don't forget to leave a review!!
Well, that's about it.... Tah tah!! pirate
-Arhu
I love Kano of Kagerou!! ...He's so pretty... whee
Arhu · Wed Aug 10, 2005 @ 06:16pm · 0 Comments |
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Konnichi wa! My peoples!! My loyal subjects! I bring you my first complete entry. You all love me. Hehe...just joking. Anyways, I'm at my uncle's house, so the real reason I'm writing an entry is because I'm deathly bored and don't feel like leaving quite yet. Oh well. Um...that's all I can think of.... Um...uh...tah tah!! heart
-Arhu
Arhu · Mon Aug 01, 2005 @ 01:19am · 0 Comments |
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This is my first post as Arhu. I was previously Amenarules, but that account got all haywire on me, so I chose to use this one. Um...that might be it.... Uh...I'll post more next time...(I'd just go and read the Amenarules journal to know stuff about me...don't ask me for the link, though...I have no clue what it is). 4laugh pirate
Arhu · Sat Jul 30, 2005 @ 10:07pm · 0 Comments |
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