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I was so happy a few days ago, but now I'm feeling miserable.

I brought my cat into the vet today because he's been having trouble using his sandbox, and I come to find that he has a blockage in his urinary tract. If I am not able to get him to an emercency pet clinic to have an operation that costs anywhere from $300-$500--which I know we cannot pay for right now--he will die in the next 48 hours due to kidney failure. I am now faced with two decisions;

One, I wait till tomorrow and, hopefully, I can somehow have the operation performed, and he lives.

Two, I have him put to sleep tomorrow so he doesn't have to suffer.

He's only five years old, and I'll possibly be putting him to rest tomorrow. I've had him since he was a kitten, so it's hard for me to make these decisions. Would it be selfish of me to try and wait another day for the possibility of the operation? Or should I just put him to sleep?

I was just informed last night that I got into the art school I'd auditioned for!! (This is the website for it here, for those of you who don't know what it is). I am SO happy! For four weeks I've been agonizing on whether or not I'd get into that school and get out of the s**t-a** one I'm in right now. Text cannot describe the joy which I feel at this moment whee !

Boredom has stricken me, so I've decided to type up something in here that someone random might read. I don't know what to write though.... Oh...wait...nevermind.

I'm thinking about entering into that Essay Contest for that Oprah book "Night". I'm not all too confident in my writing capabilities, though... My English teacher thinks I'd do great. I'm not so sure. I need to get the stupid book before the deadline.

I also may be getting into my choice school for next year; that is, if I'm lucky. Douglass Anderson is very picky when it comes to admitting students into their school. I looked at the rules for the "interview", and there were a few things I have a problem with. First of all, I need recommendations from at least two art teachers. There are NONE at my school (sad, huh?). This will be a problem. Second of all, they don't want any "cartoon-y" drawings (I draw manga style--go to rampantstupidity.deviantart.com). This sucks.

I can't beleive how much Gaia is changing now! Prices on so many things I own have sky-rocketed! Recently, I was able to sell my chain wallet for close to 120k! I couldn't beleive it when I logged on a few days ago (I had it at the marketplace). I thought that someone had been on my account or something! o_O; And now there's a Casino, there's fishing.... lot's of new stuff. Even posting has changed! Different dialogue balloons, dice games, little boxes to "showcase" items you want to sell in.... it's crazy! The old Gaia seems so much more simplistic...!

Just here at the library, checking up on my email. I miss the internet sad The convenience of having it at home was so great u.u, now I have to walk a mile (or two?) to check my bloody (mmmm, english) email! It's friggin bullshit!! >_<; Mmmm, ranting. Good for the soul.

Anyways, here with teh jimmah XO (friend from sk3wl & stuffs ^^). Waiting for meh mom to get here. I'm hungry........ (so what's new there??!! o_O I'm always hungry.....)...... gonna die...... uurrrgh.

OH!! I made sugar cookie dough, but it didn't last long enough to get to the oven xd . I ate it! ...Well, not all of it. I split half with my mom xp . I just love my metabolism whee . Thanks to it, I can eat whatever I want and not gain much more than a pound <(^_^)> *dances* (>'_')> ~ <('_'< wink ~ <( '_' )> ............ yeah. I'm done.

I miss j00, Jenny!! I hope to see you soon in spring break! gonk heart

Ok, so the last entry was a little sucky. I know. So sue me >.> . Anyways, I am overjoyed to learn from my dad that I will be moving back to my beloved city of Tampa in June blaugh . *does a little dance* It gives me just that much more reason to live smile . Anyways, I miss gaia. Still no internet at home (financial (sp?) suckage). Curses. At least I still have some good internet video crap to keep me entertained. And bajillions (sp????) of music & amv files eroding from my computer to my tainted eyes & ears. Mmmm, filth. Shut up, not that kind of filth. I TAKE SHOWERS, DAMMIT!! >_< Sick minded..... *goes off into muttering*.

Seeing as I've been bored out of my mind, I've been drawing alot in my sketchy book. I've used up about 30 pages already. Since January 3. It's sad really..... *shrugs* just more crap to put in the art arena, eh?? <----- (Yes, I'm from the north. Minnesota, really. STFU. ) xd

Well, off I go, back to my world of boredom and ANGST!!!!AAAAnnnnggsssstttt......

P.S. - I have baby bunny rabbits & you don't!!! OMFG :O RawR domokun heart gonk

P.S.S. - Stupid "heart" crap in my siggy don't work!!!! gonk

Christmas is almost here! Free stuff! YAY~! And great food~! @_@

I'm down here for Christmas with my buddy Jenny. Her mom, who I now officially love, came all the way from here (Tampa) to Jacksonville (where I reside) and back again so I could see Jenny and stuff. That was so nice of her~~! crying crying I don't know anyone else's parents who would even contemplate doing that. It's so great whee ! Well, it's pretty late. I'm gonna go sleep for a while...... tomorrow, I visit The Jeff o_O *dun-dun-dun~~!!!!*