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I hear voices and they seem to like me insane.


KindredDeath87
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Christmas Time

Trees all decorated
People are tolerating it
Its Christmas time again
Snow is supposed to be glistening
Rains the only thing I see
It Christmas time again
Family's together
I'm left in the nether
Its Christmas time again
I'm alone in pain
Everyone's happy and sane
Its Christmas time again
Cheery voices sing
Eerie chills is all I feel
Its Christmas time again




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Race Never Won
Frayed At The Edges
Torn Inbetween
That's My World
Now That You've Ripped Out The Seams
Crying Isn't An Option
Forgetting Would Be My Dream
Lies Always Being Said
Dirt's Cleaner Than Me
Disappointments All About
Sweating Shame
Victory Isn't Mine
It Belongs To The Screaming Pain




KindredDeath87
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confused about generlly every aspect of life
missing something you just can't name
wondering why try when everything fails anyway
why does my finger hurt when I bend it the wrong way
why do the ******** birds start chirping at 4:30 am 3 hours before sun rise
why can't I get a car like most people my age
why do my feelings get taken advantage of
why isn't there anything decent on the telly at 3 o'clock in the morning
where are fathers when you truely need them the most
why does blood have to be red why can't it be blue or purple
why can't I be homicidal be a normality in everyday life Oh wait it is nevermind me I'm Random Today emo



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I'm Confused
Life has many twist and turns
Hopefully everyone is in charge of there decisions
No one relies on others for the right path to go down
Or do they?
That's what I've been telling or asking myself for the past few weeks
I'm just way to confused




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Grounding my lil Bro
He's so annoying
burning_eyes
His Voice rips at my flesh
but his actions cause her pain
so he'd better run for hell
sneaking out the window
Its cold as Alaska outside
Better hope I done find him b/c I'll tan his hide
Found safe and sound
My brain is in a spin
I have no other choice
Do you see the position I'm in
Doors off the henges
Windows nailed shut
Better not pull this stupid s**t again
Or I'll give you what's what



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Restless

gonk
Weary souls
Hatred is rejuvenated
Fatigued minds
Hearts so worn out
Love is slowly being erased from the memories
Body's spiritless
Sorrow feeding off the darkness
Eyes corrode, crumble, and curdle through the nightmare
Sleep's everlasting deliverance
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Love

heart
Confetti torn Heart
Read as Pure Blood
Pieces Left Lying on the Floor
Only Thing Left is Hurt
Emotions Flood Over
Pain and Anger Flowing Through the Doors
Hatred hoeing Through Me Like Dirt
Hitting My Mind With Each Hollow Thud
Jealousy and Envy Sprouting Like an ugly Weed
Hot, SteamyWaterfalls Pour From My Eyes
Wanting and Wishing Death Upon Everyone and Everything
To Make the World Disappear adn End
Just Stop the Feeling From Over Flowing
To Drift Swiftly Into Forgiving Sleep
Confetti Torn Heart
Is This Love?
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