Lately, I have been consumed with doubt and loneliness. I feel like there is something wrong with me. There has to be. That is the only way to explain how I can not hold on to a relationship. I had a two year relationship that ended back in March of 2011. And I was single up until Septemeber of this year. We dated for about 2 months. Then, he broke up with me. He said it was because when we argued about little things, the arguements grew into something bigger. He was stubborn and I was stubborn. There is no way to change that.
But, he wanted me to compromise. He LOVED scary/horror movies. I can't stand them. I love romance, drama and comedy. He told me striaght up that he wouldn't watch romance with me, but I was expected to watch horror with him. How is that compromising? He also talked to me in a condenscending way when he thought he was right or when he knew he was right. That rubbed me the wrong way. And the night before we broke up, I told him that.
We never did anything together. We also chilled at my house or at his friends house. We never went out and did things together. I did more with my best friend (who is a guy), then I did with him. Maybe, it is a good thing him and I broke up, but it doesn't mean that the feeling of loneliness I have is going to go away. I may not be cut out to date. After all, I work all the time and I only have Mondays off.
Julia-san86 Community Member 
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