Feeling sick with remorse, starting to hate how my emotions get the better of me, every time I see the one I love my heart betrays me, becoming sick of repeating myself of how I feel...
still hurting from the last one that stole and smashed my heart, still surprised that there’s still love within it, going to give up soon, the one I love ignores what I say, or even forgets and brushes it off, wishing I could just go numb...
these tears that have been fought back and hidden behind the smile that’s fake, fooling those around me making think I am not hurt but fine when really it hurts inside…
being cold, distant, or even fake is all I know how to be around those that I cant trust, you say that you’ve experienced pain? Try walking in my past present and future, And you’ll see why I am me. nothing can stop this pain... for your the one inflicting it upon me...
you see these tears and this pain yet you do nothing, i am at my breaking point and it hurts
Talia Maxwell Community Member 
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