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my mind is so tiered, drained, weak. what ever.
having to watch over my nephews for the last few days, is fine, but the drama around to why I have to, is driving me nuts, and listening to the one using Gay and f** like it's religion, is wearing my down. Tryed stopping him befor, but cause of this ******** up world. It's so commen for people to say that s**t, it's borded into him, like brain washing.
Just wish this week was over
 Skuger Moonclaw · Fri Jul 15, 2005 @ 04:03am · 0 Comments |
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I'm back, and i know it was short. But I'm utterly bored. So I came back. I changed my name, and hopefully something inside. So yeah.
Skuger Moonclaw · Fri May 27, 2005 @ 01:28am · 0 Comments |
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my mind hasnt been clear last few days. I don't really have the focus or care to be on chating and stuff. I need to take a bake. So thats what I'm doing.
don't know how long, but I'll be gone for a few days at least.
see ya when I see ya
Skuger Moonclaw · Sun May 22, 2005 @ 01:12am · 0 Comments |
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random and out of place for me to post happy crap, but I'm utterly energised right now. my only fear is I don't have enough dance music to get me through the day.
might be the fact I look like a girl now, something I utterly love, or, nope no other idea. XP
any who, just randomly making this, nothing better to do XP
Skuger Moonclaw · Sun Apr 24, 2005 @ 12:59am · 0 Comments |
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that's it, I think now. MY friend and I are over.... I don't like losing friends, he was a good one, we didn't get to talk much, but still. he ment alot. But as I sad countless times here, ims and all over. it's what's best for him. even if I feel like hell for it.
I just hope, to what ever god that cares, he finds his way in life, and ends up with a good life.
Skuger Moonclaw · Thu Apr 14, 2005 @ 12:49am · 0 Comments |
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I just send the hardest PM, or any kind of letter I've ever sent. Inshort, telling my friend he'd be better off without me, and that we had to end our friendship. Yeah. I hurt, he's gonna hurt too, what makes me hurt worse. I didn't want to break our friendship, but I can't see him living any kind of a good life, always trying to plan around me. I was a burden to him, and I hop eI just lifted it off him.
Skuger Moonclaw · Tue Apr 12, 2005 @ 01:20am · 0 Comments |
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any one who knows me, knows I'm with some one. and I'm very happy, just befor her. I had a crush on some one. but because or reasons. I never asked him out. So I probably lost any chance of being with him. If something happend between my mate and I. I don't see that happening.
I finnaly told him, and it's not like it even matters to him. I pured my feelings out, and he's hardly said a thing. So.... I just feel heart broken. Cause the one guy who'm I've loved, the first guy I ever had a crush on, the one man who in just about every way is perfect. dosen't care.
guess I'm glade that I have Mayu, cause this would probably drive me into a depression. and cause an absence of me on here or online. Maybe any where. No not suicide. I hate that more then anthing, but I'm sure I'd mentaly lock down and drift away.
Even if I can't have him, I still wish he flet liek I do, wish he felt something, but so far he's not felt much more the flattered or hungery.
what has happend to him in the time we were apart? it's liek he's not the guy I knew any more......
Skuger Moonclaw · Sat Mar 19, 2005 @ 08:40am · 0 Comments |
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I can hardly think. took me like 3 minets to think up that. my friend is leaviong for good, and I'll never see or hear from him again. he was important to me, I cared about him, but now he is going and gone.
I don't know what to say.
Skuger Moonclaw · Wed Mar 02, 2005 @ 01:13am · 0 Comments |
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not really, but seemed fitting.
I spent all last night at the gaian party thing, got crap, had fun ina gay area I found. Played some Yoot Tower after I left Gaia, and went to bed a couple hours later then I normaly go (first odd thing) I woke up at 8 this morning, getting like 3 hours of sleep maybe. and in my state. I thought it was 8PM sleeping the day away I thought. (secound odd thing, stupided old facion clock) wake up later at some time in the nearing after noon, and find my folks bought a PS2 the slim new one (thrid odd thing) after hooking it up and playing stuff, We started to work on the new light they got for th eliving room.
Well we had to get into a closet in the upstairs,a nd then into the adict behind it. The Closet was full of crap, thats now in my comp room. We found the Adict too was crammed full of things. The one good thing that happend after this point, was I found my old "Snake, Mantis, and Original Queen alien figures" also my other two Resurution aliens.
We worked and sorted through the stuff to get rid of (goodwill, or throw away) and I started to feel weak. But we cept at it, and when we gave up for the day. I was so draied. it felt liek I've been at the gym for the hole day. MY typing has be affected, along with other things, and I'm rether sleepy and weak right now. But I'll have to clean my comp room befor I sleep.
So today has been like hell for me. Kinda liek a Hang over. (this is the closest I'll ever be to one) all I need is a blistering head ach, and vomit inducing stumic pains. thank gods I have nether
Skuger Moonclaw · Sun Feb 20, 2005 @ 04:52am · 0 Comments |
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