I'm done with caring about all this stupid crap. I'm done shedding tears over stupid people who are trying to make me miserable. I'm kind of sick of my life anymore...I know it might be the senior-itus talking but I feel like life isn't going anywhere...I feel like I'm a car stuck in a snow bank, fighting so hard to get out but no matter how fast I go I can't get out...It may just be me being tired but I don't know anymore... winter break? while yes I did get into an accident and yes it was the most scary thing to ever happen to me...anyways winter break was the best time in my life. I felt responsible. I wasn't stuck doing meaningless crap all day long...I got to go out when I felt like it (aside from the snow) and I was respected by the people I was with. I want to address two people in my life (no names but some people will know...). both of you are the same I have come to realize. You both act...you don't let anyone know the real you...then the worst part. You pretend to be my friend then when something better comes along you drop me. In APE you #2...you will talk to me until a different girl comes into the room then you could care less if I was dead...I've confronted you before and you told me you were sorry...I naively accepted only to have you go right back into it. I'm done being there when you need me and then when I needed you today? When I was feeling so bad about my life that I just wanted a friend to hug me and tell me life was ok? thats when you started playing with a freaking lint roller! ok...I guess that shows what I mean to you. As for #1? I'm done, I forgave you and that was one of the hardest things I've ever done especially after what you did to me and my friends. The reason I forgave you? its because I saw that you were changing...well you like #2 are right back to your old games...
WinchestersGrl · Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 05:34am · 1 Comments |