So this is how my friendship 6 year friendship went down the drain...
His name was Gabriel. He was one of my first friends on Gaia. We messaged each other, LITERALLY, everyday. He was so sweet, kind and funny. We talked about anything and everything. It was so awesome on how we clicked so well. Eventually, we started to instant message and video message each other. Evidently, we "fell"for each other. To me it felt like we were meant to be friends. Even though we lived in different countries (U.S./Canada), we just was inseparable in a way. He even came down to visit me around where I lived. And that visit was all kinds of fun, excitement and lustful memories now. Yes, yes I know. It does sound weird, too good to be true, or whatever. But that's just it... It was too good to be true...
At some point, Gabriel and I had our own relationships where we started to rarely talk to one another. It was an on and off conversation... But even through that, we remained as friends. I felt deep down that no matter what life threw at us, we'd still be in each other's lives.
Gabriel then had a girlfriend. She was a nut. Wait, i'm being too nice... SHE WAS IS A CRAZY, PSYCHO MANIAC! Yes! A triple negative! He would message me so stressed out and mentally exhausted because of her. He was confused and pissed. And within all the years i've known him, he was never an angry person. He was always a carefree, happy-go-lucky type of person. I spoke to him, calmed him, and advised him on what he should do. He also did the same for me when I had "trouble in paradise", which i owe a great deal to him because he was always there for me.
Now... It's present day... about a month or so ago I messaged him to see how he was doing. He responded to me once, and we had a slight argument. I'm not sure what the argument was specifically about but nevertheless, we NEVER fought. And honestly that fight was not even over something serious.
After about a week, I decided to message him. And the worse thing that I feared happened...
Nothing.
Just Nothing...
I've sent him at least 3... 4... 5 messages to him. And I just did not get anything in return. The messages would sit in my outbox for days, and when i would catch a glimpse of him being online, it shows they were still there. And when they aren't in my outbox their not in my sent box. So i assumed he just deleted them without even opening them...
All I have left to say to that is... Thanks.
Thank you Gabriel for being the exact opposite of what I thought you were. Bravo! You led me on for 6 YEARS with your act. Bravo...
You left me with a broken heart, but it will be mended. I assure you it will.
See the thing is that this has happened to me before. I definitely know that friends come and go, but it just hurt the most because it was YOU.
Never did I ever think that our friendship would end like this.
You know that saying:
"Make new friends but keep the old, some are Silver and the others are Gold."
Yea, I see your true color now.
SweetLiLVivi · Thu Oct 25, 2012 @ 01:31am · 0 Comments |