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Personal Jesus - Marilyan Mansion/and others
"Personal Jesus"

Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who's there

Feeling unknown
And you're all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Lift up the receiver
I'll make you a believer
Take second best
Put me to the test
Things on your chest
You need to confess
I will deliver
You know I'm a forgiver
Reach out and touch faith
Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal Jesus...

Feeling unknown
And you're all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Lift up the receiver
I'll make you a believer
I will deliver
You know I'm a forgiver
Reach out and touch faith
Your own personal Jesus
Reach out and touch faith


(s) Aint - Marilyn Manson
"(s)AINT"

I don't care if your world is ending today
Because I wasn't invited to it anyway
You said I tasted famous, so I drew you a heart
But now I'm not an artist I'm a ******** work of art
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a b***h like you

You wanted perfect
You got your perfect
But now I'm too perfect for someone like you
I was a dandy in your ghetto with
A snow white smile and you'll
Never be as perfect whatever you do

What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT

I am a bonetop, a death's head
On a mopstick
You infected me, took diamonds
I took all your s**t
Your "sell-by-date" expired,
So you had to be sold
I'm a suffer-genius and
Vivi-sex symbol

You wanted perfect
You got your perfect
But now I'm too perfect for someone like you
I was a dandy in your ghetto with
A snow white smile and you'll
Never be as perfect whatever you do

What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT

I've got an "F" and a "C" and I got a "K" too
And the only thing that's missing is "U"
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a b***h like you
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a b***h like you
I am a dandy in the ghetto with a snow white smile
Super-ego b***h, I've been evil awhile
I am a dandy in the ghetto with a snow white smile
Super-ego b***h, I've been evil awhile
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT


Posthuman - Marilyn Manson
"Posthuman"

She's got eyes like Zapruder
And a mouth like heroin
She wants me to be perfect like Kennedy
This isn't god, this isn't god
God is just a statistic
God is just a statistic
Say "show me the dead stars
All of them sing."
This is a riot
Religious and clean

God is a number you cannot count to
You are posthuman and hardwired

She's pilgrim and pagan
Softworn and so-cial
In all of her dreams
She's a saint like Jackie O

This isn't god, this isn't god
God is just a statistic
[chorus repeat]

[Coma white:]
"All that glitters is cold, all that glitters is cold."


Black Love and White Magick -CHAP. 2-
Ah, September first, I love September! Although my favorite month did start out a bit strange. I woke up this morning to a pair of glowing red eye above my bed, and as if that was not bad enough when I went to wash my bath water had been turned up so hot I sreeched upon entering! At about noon I started to do my household and temple chores. I walked around for about an hour picking up trash, yes, discusting as hell but somene must do it. My mother called me back in around noon, That woman could wake the danm spirits at the shrine, she seriously does yell to loud. Anyway, she tells me to go wash dishes for dinner, I hae it, I do the dishes all the time! GAH! To make matters worse, there is nothing at the house to make dinner with, so now I have to go to the store and get something to make for dinner!

I went out at about 2:30pm to get food. I did notknow what anyonw would even like, not tht anyone bothers to tell me! Again I wandered around for some time and finaly decided on making beef curry. I returned home at about 3:15, started the rice for the curry and returned to my daily chores at the shrine and temple. First thing on the list to do, sweep. Why the hel does it matter to sweep outside when it is only going to get dirty again?

As I was sweeping, working my frail body to the brink of death mind you, I saw a black object with crimson eyes staring at me from behind the temples shed room. I went over to see who or what it was, but when I went to look i found nothing! Again not fully believing what I had seen I went back to doing my chores. I finished all my duties at around 4:20pm, though we will be recieving visitors at the shrine within the next 30 minutes, I will be able to someone relax.

When returning to the house I noticed my parents had left for a bit. I was actualy quite pleased, as becuse not I can study! I returned to my room with the curry I made and retrieved my hidden books. Study, study, study!


Black Love and White Magick -CHAP.1-
My name is Shuka, I am an 18 year old girl living with my parents and residing at the family shrine and temple. Pretty ironic though. See I am not exactly a human so-to-speak, I am a half breed. A person with two blood flowing through their body to form a supreme being, or in other wrds a Haibane. Aside from being inhuman, I am also a witch. As are my mother and father, although, that is not important as of now.


My days at the temple are pretty simple and uneventful, but for some odd reason in the last two months, I have been having...well seeing actualy--things. You see it is true that my mother and father are Wiccan, but they both practice white magic. White magic is the practice of things such as healing, banishing evil forces, and love or romance subjects. I am a white witch as well, that is what they think anyways. Recently I have been practicing Black magic, more commonly known as the Dark arts.


I started to secretly study the black arts without my parents knowlage, or approval, and I am sure you know why the approval may factor as bad later. See black magic is, as I am sure you have gotten the hint, bad. Black magic goes agenst all the good of the white magic and is the key to chaos.


Ever since I started to practice these arts I have been seeing things, shadow that fade in and out, crimson red eyes that seem to lurk wherever I go, and motions in the pannels of the shrine that have been untouched by my hands, or anyone else for that matter. Due to the fact that I have not been able to fully convince myself that I have been seeing these things, I have placed them in the back of my mind, I hope that they will not ever come forward either.

I can deal with the randomly seeing things, but ifmy parents are to find out that I have been studying the black arts, I may as well pack my bags, and sell my soul, I will be totaly disowned!


Drifting ((Poem))
I'm letting go again
Drifting into the dark

I like it here
This coldness suits me so well

Can't you see me now
I am darker than light

I have been searching for a reason
Only to go on

I've tried and tried
It has taken too long

Hardly breathing
Such a peaceful pale

Death is my gift
My one and only

It keeps on sounding
Untill I own it


Loveing and longing ((A poem dedicated to a friend))
Smile, can you feel it?
Hear, I am calling your name
Touch, you’re longing for it
Smell, the seducing sent
Sight, your face is so beautiful

I want to see it
You try and show it
Your heart tells you no
Crying inside, your grin tells lies
I long to see the glow you hold inside

I know you hear it
A whisper in your ear
Chin Up now, I’ll be there soon
Keep it burning, that light in your heart
The love you seek in only moments apart

Caress me if you will
I shall hold you with care
You withering heart, I wish to hold
I love you, I love you
Hold onto me tight,

Dwindling in air, my sweet perfume
Your overpowering sent, I cam almost taste you
Embrace side embrace, my promise to you
My love will be eternal
I shall grant you your wish


[Aijou+Kurgari~Is Ceres]
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