So today I've been very tired, very energetic, very hungry, very full, very inspired and very frustrated at an apparent lack of inspiration. Do you understand how I have been today, Gaians?
If you do, I pity you.
Not to say it's been a bad day, of course. Just a little topsy-turvy. But we must have these days now and again. I just can't wait until education is over and I can have a job that only needs to be thought about during my work hours and not outside of them. Because that's the worst thing about education - it follows you around every waking moment, with homework and essays and readings and study. It's incessant and maddening and what I wouldn't give for it to disappear. It's made all the worse by the fact that I've just come out of my four month Summer break so I've not re-adjusted to the mind of one with things they need to do. God damnit I wish I was the kind of person who could just sit down and get their stuff done and not have to worry about it again. But no, I am a procrastinator.
So here I sit.
...Procrastinating.
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