Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

View User's Journal

Subscribe to this Journal
Is that fromage?
9/17 Prompt Courage
Prompt
What is courage?


Courage. It's definitely one of those things we associate with the in your face superheroes of our comics and cartoons. I think it goes a lot deeper and is less black and white than that.

I'll never forget the stories my husband told from his deployment to Iraq in 2005. It took courage for him to have to leave his family, to put on a strong face, to face the unknown. He'd see some things no one should see, yet he never once shirked his duty (not to say he didn't vent, but hey we all have our moments!). He said it was humbling when they had to care for some wounded infantry soldiers. He was always in awe of what they do, making sacrifices and doing things so others don't.

Seeing this buff, large guy wounded, from his words, it sounded like a sight where you wish you could help more. The man grabbed his arm with tears in his eyes telling him he was in awe of what my husband did. So, courage is one of those flip things. I was in awe of my husband for his strength to do what he did; he was in awe that I could hold down the fort, so to speak, with the children and "normal" life in situation as far from normal (although becoming more commonplace). You don't realize and most of the time deny you have it. Even an infantry man can be awed by the courage of a medical personnel. A lion can be wowed by the courage of a mouse.

I think courage is the acknowledgement of fear, yet you use it to make yourself stronger as a person. It inspires others to want to be stronger for themselves. To take that fear into an entirely fearful situation. I do think humility and a denial of courage is also commonplace for those who are the most courageous.


Music
"Hellraiser"-Motorhead/Ozzy

Obviously, this song comes from the Clive Barker horror movie of the same title. The movie is insanely twisted, gives me nightmares, but at the same time, I have to recongize the sheer genius of the movie and creator. If the movie wasn't a classic of its own odd genre, Lemy and Ozzy pull out a song to compliment it.

I definitely cannot deny I like the song. I think Zakk Wylde's guitar skills are on a level of almost rock-godliness. Although if you listen to the lyrics, it's hard to correlate it to the Barker films. To me, it speaks of being the devlish rockstar on the road of fame. If you've ever seen "Decline of Western Civilization: Part II," I think it sums up the rocker lifestyle rather well. With being a hell raiser, comes the down sides as well.

After going to Pandora, it initially played Aerosmith's "Nine Lives." While rock, it wasn't quite my tastes. Searching through, there were some hits, some misses. I'd say about 50/50. One program that has really done well with getting musical tastes down is Launchcast for me. I think in the future computers will be able to get it spot on, even down to moods.

Prompt
iPod Potpourri

Start up iTunes / WinAMP / BSPlayer / MP3 Device of choice on random. Listen while you read this journal entry. When it's done, take the song it finished on (this way you can't "cheat" and start on a good song). With this song, answer the following: How did it end up in your music collection? Do you like the song? What do you think the song is about? Go to pandora (link) and put the song/artist in and let it find a recommendation for you.

(Second series of questions, haha this is a long one!) How accurate was the selection (do you think it was similar at all to what you were listening to)? Do you like what it picked out? Do you think computers can ever accurately predict something like your tastes in music?


My phobia poem--Jakobo prompt
While I have the normal fears of being alone and all that, I wanted to touch on my phobia of open water and my attempt at facing it. Oh, I apologize for the format, when I tried to just do it with spaces, it didn't come out that way for some reason.

The water sloshing at my feet
Just breathe, it'll be ok

What about the undertow?

Swim pararrell to the shore

But I'm not a strong swimmer

Don't go out alone

I don't know what's around me, below, what is alive

It's no different on the land

I don't want to be lost, alone, a speck on an everchanging landscape

It'll be ok

Haven't you seen Open Water??

Think of the odds of that happening

Drowning is a horrible way to go

You're just going in for a swim

The sand is shifting!

It's the normal tide

What is that??

It's a piece of kelp

Please help me breathe

It'll be ok
It'll be ok


Arts
User Image
User Image
User Image
User Image
User Image
User Image

User Image
User Image

User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.


User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.

I LOVE Fried's work!


Gaian Birthday Wishlist
Well, my one year Gaian birthday is upon my and I thought I would make a wishlist for the hell of it. I'm not going to add too much since my birthday is a few months away...

Panties/bras of any color

I like red and blacks and the collar stuffs! and ART!!

Thank Nopen for the forbidden skirt and vinyl top. heart

Thank you Neko_Niku for the outlaw pants!

And thank you Miss Ayako for the adorable art!

User Image


lunashock
Community Member
lunashock
« Prev Set | Next Set »
Archive | Home

  • Entries to -2
  • Entries to 1
  • Entries to 1



  •  
     
    Manage Your Items
    Other Stuff
    Get GCash
    Offers
    Get Items
    More Items
    Where Everyone Hangs Out
    Other Community Areas
    Virtual Spaces
    Fun Stuff
    Gaia's Games
    Mini-Games
    Play with GCash
    Play with Platinum