Just let go
Just let go and let the knife fall
Slicing the delicate skin as it falls to the ground and hits the floor
The blood falls as tears on the cheek.
As if it belongs there…
The pain that rushes from the arm to the brain reminds me
That I am still alive and that I have to keep going
Its so hard just know all I do its never enough
Its always you can do better
There are those words that are just like the deep gash
on the wrist
on the heart.
Its never enough to make you stop
Stop you from hurting me more
Another deep gash
Over and over
On the still raw skin,
Skin that only had a night to try and heal
As the tear falls on the wound
It sends shivers all over
The saltiness of the tear and the redness of the blood mix together
Creating my universe….
You cant just let go of that hatred toward me
You have to tell me all those things that were told to you
Because you think is going to make your past erase it self and become better
But guess what, it won’t…
It’s the past, there is only so much one can do,
You are just ruining another persons past.
Just let go but don’t let the knife fall
Because it might cut me deeper and there would no more tomorrow…
