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My life, and lnsanity as a demigod.

	to who it may concern
	to who it may concern


I am not depressed (well maybe little...or a lot that all depends on your point of view) I just do not like my b-day ok...and sorry for not writing in my journal it I just had to talk some time when my b-day rolls around. Anyway I had to clear that up and thus for now end today entry... later my people demigod · Tue Mar 14, 2006 @ 10:05pm · 1 Comments

	I am back and it has return
	I am back and it has return


well I am back and so is the most horrible day ever thought up and it has returned. It is my birthday and yet again other year has past and I get one step close to my natural death well I just had to say that and might be on later to bask in the glory of my fans on this horrid day.... demigod · Wed Feb 08, 2006 @ 10:28pm · 1 Comments

	Once again...I have return
	Once again...I have return


And this is the last time I will leave you all again without tell you what has happen to me.Yes yes I know you all missed me and whatnot but I here and alive so you must not (long plause) sorry got of the subject there; well anyway whatup my people how is everyone (who read my journal not everyone one in gaia except for a few)doing on this fine day and what has conspried in you measly little lives twisted mwahahahahahahahahah twisted (longer plause) Once again I apologize my Insantiy got out control there for a second pulls out a whip ya down boy..down domokun back..back (closes cage door) well got that under control now where was I (short plause) oh yeah my point for wirting this jounral well they is one except to let ya'll know that I have return and that it is coming and most of you all know what I mean by "IT" the horrible day imaginable so bad and evil that demons and angels stay clear of me IT...And this is the last time I will leave you all again without tell you what has happen to me.Yes yes I know you all missed me and whatnot but I here and alive so you must not (long plause) sorry got of the subject there; well anyway whatup my people how is everyone (who read my journal not everyone one in gaia except for a few)doing on this fine day and what has conspried in you measly little lives twisted mwahahahahahahahahah twisted (longer plause) Once again I apologize my Insantiy got out control there for a second pulls out a whip ya down boy..down domokun back..back (closes cage door) well got that under control now where was I (short plause) oh yeah my point for wirting this jounral well they is one except to let ya'll know that I have return and that it is coming and most of you all know what I mean by "IT" the horrible day imaginable so bad and evil that demons and angels stay clear of me IT'S...IT'S well I just save that for next time and I just end it here for now...... demigod · Wed Feb 01, 2006 @ 11:31pm · 0 Comments

	I am such an idiot
	I am such an idiot


I can not believe how long it been since I stop coming to gaia and I have no idea why well I have some Idea it was mainly because I did not want to see or here for anyone I just wanted to be alone.But that not possible and you want to know why...well it because we live in society so you are surrounded by people...people who can not help because that all suffer from the same condition...a condition that there is no cure for..and that is ignorance it is true...well for now I will end it here... demigod · Sat Aug 20, 2005 @ 09:17pm · 1 Comments

	well it's here
	well it's here


the accursed has arrive the day I have been dreading for sometime now a day the I wish would never come and wish for it to hurry up get here so I can get over with the day that is not like any other it's...it's....my birthday crying I can't believe it ether just hit me that...well it not important now I am just to depress to write anymore so I will end it here but I might write more about it later today.... demigod · Tue Feb 08, 2005 @ 06:18pm · 1 Comments

	once again my birthday is...
	once again my birthday is...


is almost upon me and come with it the sudden realizaton that I am one year older that much close to my death... I was pondering why do we even celebrate the acursed b-day anyway is it surpose to take our mind of the fact that with each passing year we are getting to our nature end but don't get me wrong I like the presents andbe surrounded by friend to honor and prise me for making it to another year without getting shot or something but still is that the only reason or am I just over thinking things and I should just be happy for what I got....but still who"s idea was to celebrate them anyway and I know it just spurt out of someone a maybe there is another reason for them because a b-day is not as speical as you think if you includ all the people born and the same day as you are I mean there are probably millions of people with the same b-day as you all celebrating it the same day as you...wow just thinking about it make me kind of dizzy well I guess I will end it here for today folks(because if I don't I will probably keep writing about the subject).... demigod** · Sat Feb 05, 2005 @ 09:18pm · 0 Comments

	again I was thinking
	again I was thinking


oh before I forget how do you like the new look of my jounrnal pretty cool huh...anyway yes I was thinking and I know how it can get me into trouble but oh well..so anyway I was thinking that I have begun to have a love/hate thing towards internet and let me tell you why a love the internet because of all the thing that it can bring to me and my world like mangas and friends and infomation on things I am into but I hate it because it is so impersonal and heartless like if a friend of mine in pain it is hard to try comfort them and I know what you are thinking well there are webcams so you can see and here there but it is not that same and it will never be well that all I have to say for now so I will again end it here.... demigod · Fri Feb 04, 2005 @ 08:46pm · 0 Comments

	disclaiming a diclaimer(that's me if you were wondering)


well I have return to spread my insanity to anyone who would listen(and of course anyone who does not what to hear it)well anyway let me get to the point I use this journal to explain something about myself..(clears thoat) my insanity keeps me sane I know what you are saying who can that be right but it true because the way my mind works I never truly be sad or depressed I can feel my sadness and my depression but I can over come them and be able to help other people with there problem even though I might be hurting from something I am good at it I can hide my feeling from anyone no one would ever know unless I tell myself because my mind and my heart would never let me be selfish like that in someone need help oh and one more when you read journal(or talk to me on gaia) and see that I am sound sad or depressed I am really not it just that internet can not handle the true me because am not a cold depressed person that you might think(I can be but I am not)well I will end it here(and can you believe that I wrote this without a single period 3nodding ).... demigod · Thu Feb 03, 2005 @ 07:14pm · 0 Comments

	I was thinking
	I was thinking


Disclaimer razz lease do not think of anything of what I saying in this issue of "The Insaneity Times"I am just bored and I wanted to do something different and a couple other reason plus I have my theories on this that am satify with but I am always open to new idea on things and whatnot(This disclaimer is mainly for my good friend Small Fry because she will worry about me because this entry is kind of depressing and it sound like I am going to kill myself or something(which I will never do) Is there such a thing as fate or destiny...well the reason I ask is because was think about my exsistance and all the things I have seen and heard and all the people I met on this planet and I was saying to myself is it really possible for me to see and understand things like I do without there beings some greater design or is it just a coincidence that I am the way that I am and all of this just pointless and it does not matter what you do or who you meet in this world you will always be who you are no matter how many times you would do you life over...well that all for today my people I well just end it here..... demigod · Wed Jan 26, 2005 @ 11:43pm · 1 Comments


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