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Back in october, i remember it was october 18 i started dating this guy i had known since the begining of the school year. xd He didn't know it but i had like him since the first day i met him! heart . anyway we started dating and became very close. I was happy! On our 1 month anniversery he bought me this beautiful silver watch. I wore it every day. we say each other 6 days a week because we went to the same school and same church, i thought i had it made. biggrin One wed. night he pulled me aside just me & him and he told me somthing he never told any *one so he said* he thought it might make me not like him any more so he was really upset and it was hard for him to tell me. But in reality what he told me made love heart him even more because he trusted me with it. i comforted him and told him i would love him no matter what because i knew i would. Christmas break finally came and we didn't see each other for 2 weeks crying because i had gone out of town. He called me every day for about 4 days then he didn't call at all. When i came back it was january first, start of a new year. you would think it would start out great, i mean getting to see my boyfriend again but no. he hardly spoke to me that day.... he sat by me but something was different i could tell. i remember thinking to my self aww man this is it we're breaking up. i felt my stomach knot. After church he called me to the side in this voice that i never heard before. he told me he just wasn't ready for a realtionship right now. As much as that hurt i accepted it because i was in love heart , so i saccraficed my feeling for his. I just wanted him to be happy no matter what, wether it included me or not. cry
 jackle5512 · Sat Jun 24, 2006 @ 02:44pm · 0 Comments |
