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your like a dream... you come and go... i dont know why i cant forget you...

i try so hard but there's never a night i dont think about you...

been sleepless trying to analyze everything...

been asking myself...

"what if things were a little different?"

"would it have been great or

would it be still the same pain?"

i truly regret what i did because im still in love with you

but i have to move on...

burn bridges...

goodbye my prince...

it seems that we will forever dance in dreams...

good night...

havent recieved much gifts.. in fact im a bit disappointed but then again... i thought it over and now i hate what i felt at first.. why should i be disappointed??? the gifts i recieve are not the things that make christmas worth it... in fact i should be happy that im still alive... my family is well. no fights. no pretences. im thankful and i should rejoice... and i am. i thanked God already in a special way. n_n i sang to him and i know he heard it. im really very sorry for the bad things ive done and i think and i will try to change. guess who hAS a new year's resolution already? n_n

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to.You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. But be careful dont fly so high. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. That is because you are your true self to you and others. Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there. For you, falling in love is all about the adventure and uncertainty. You can only fall in love with someone who keeps you guessing. Interesting!!!Your fun, we should me friends.

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K: really silly
A: likes to drink
T: loyal to those you love
R: ******** crazy
I: Loyal to those you love. Loves
everyone
N: dead sexy --->aint true sweatdrop

R: ******** crazy
E: A Good kisser ---> never kissed anyone xd
A: likes to drink

D: has one of the best personalitites ever
A: likes to drink
L: loved by everyone ---> how true. blaugh
E: A good kisser ---> never kissed anyone xd
N: dead sexy ----> stressed
A: likes to drink

KEY:
A: Likes to drink.
B: Likes people
C: Is wild and crazy.
D: Has one of the best personalities
ever.
E: A GOOD KISSER
F: People adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to
do.
H: Have a very good personality and
looks.
I: Loyal to those you love. Loves
everyone.
J: Lives life for fun.
K: Really silly.
L: Loved by everyone
M: Makes dating fun
N: Dead sexy.
O: Best in bed.
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: ******** crazy
S: Easy to fall in love with
T: Loyal to those you love.
U: Really like to chill.
V: Not judgemental.
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to
do.
Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one
could ask for.
Z: Always ready.

trust me u dont want to know whats going on with my mind.

oh really?

so lets start.

what are u thinking about right now?

im figuring a way to kick ur sorry a** goobye.

what does ur heart say?

it wants to kill you right now.

-she smiles evilly-

why do you hate me so much?

because ur not here to help me. >pause< ur here to make me worse.

what makes u say that?

because ur a psychologists that's why. ur here not because u want to help >pause< ur here because my parents are going to make u freakin' rich.

that's not true.

u lie.

u seem very angry? why?

beacuse u dont understand me but u mercilessly try >chuckles< which is very pitiful. >pause< i dont need u. i want to go now. i dont like this place. i dont like talking to u. there's nothing wrong with me. and i hate u.

hate me? such a strong word.

yah think? whatever man. just shut it okay? im keeping it all to myself and u aint getting anything from me. u hear?

-she calls the workers-

bring her back to her room.

-as they were taking her out-

your a monster! u cant keep me here long!!! i will find a way to get out and the first thing ill do is kick ur sorry a**!!!

-she was screaming til she reached her room-

-she sat on the chair near the window... looking out to the outside world. she hugged her teddy close.-

she talked to me again... i hate her so much... when can i go home?

-silence-

-she sits there like a porcelain doll, beautiful and deadly hugging her teddy close-


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