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Embrace (A fictional(?) story) |
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 shyembrace · Fri Aug 12, 2005 @ 07:18am · 2 Comments |
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Silence speaks
Minutes madden
Neverending
Volumes spoken
Without sound
Corrupting
Deceiving
Misleading
Gone wrong
No hope
Lost hope
Just slips away
No reason to live
All gone astray
Death is so simple
Just an easy way out
When you can't deal with the world
Can't figure it out
Cowardly they say
But truly must be brave
To end it all that way
To end all the pain
But all the pleasure as well
Take your life in your hands
End the trip through this hell
You found your way out
Now what lies beyond?
Is there joy or just pain?
Is everything the same?
Is there no end to your pain
Just over and over the same old game
The darkness all around me
Closing in
Slowly slipping away
Can this be real?
Can anyone feel the things i feel
Am i lost?
Will i ever be found?
Why can't i just die.
I leave and try
To make things right
Never works
But why should i fight?
Just play their game
Try to please them
Try to make things right
Darkness closing in
Is this eternal night?
Can i end this?
Dare i end this?
Will it all just turn out the same?
I sit here and suffer
In my own misery
My own pain.
Memories, Thoughts, emotions fade
Only the scars remain
Only the scars never fade
They remain to show us the truth
They remain to remind us never forget
Never forget what you did
What was done to you
Dark and foreboding
Yet beckoning still
Death is surrounding
All is in chill
Head is so crowded
Nothing can help out
Thoughts often shrouded
Everything seeming to shout
Nothing to say
Nowhere to hide
No one ever stays
Just along for the ride
Why is every day just the same?
The same voices and faces in an endless parade
Nothing is different
Nothing can change
All have fell victim of life's cruel masquerade
shyembrace · Fri Aug 12, 2005 @ 07:13am · 0 Comments |
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Original short story - untitled |
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He saw her. Standing there tears running down her cheeks blood mixing with the rain forming pink rivers falling from her hair her clothes. The blood was everywhere. "Help me, please help me", she repeated. He took a step towards her intending to help her but then he saw her eyes. those eyes they were cold, vacant yet filled with fire. An empty fire jsut as cold as those eyes. True she appeared to be crying and she was covered in blood, but those eyes, those empty eyes. He shivered and looked up once more to make sure he wasn't seeing things and he saw that she was smiling!! "I should go", he thought, "It's not worth it even if she is in trouble i don't know her I've never seen her before." "She's probally just playing a game pulling a joke on you, I mean she WAS smiling"
"No", another part of his mind said, "people don't smile like that when they are joking." "People don't even smile like that when they are hysterical." "Hell, I didn't think people could smile like that at all." It's too cold too evil, and besides that was real blood and you damn well know it. At that point he had every intention of just running away he even sent the command but his legs didn't listen. "That's it Nate", she said softly, "come to me." She sounded almost like a mother speaking to a small child. Nate tried desperately to get his body to obey him. He tried to scream and couldn't. He couldn't move at all except towards her. "Who is she", he thought, "how does she know my name?"
"That's it", she said softly, slowly walking towards him. "Come to me, become part of me." "No!" he tried to say, to scream, but he couldn't do anything but move closer to her. As he got closer he began to "feel" an aura of age and power around her. Then there she was right in front of his so close. She was all he knew then. She was everything. In the last few seconds before he died, before he became part of her, he knew exactly what she was.
shyembrace · Fri Aug 12, 2005 @ 07:06am · 0 Comments |
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My grandmother died tuesday so if i seem weird know you know why. Her funeral is tommorow (well today but *shrugs*) and i am definatly not looking forward to it
shyembrace · Fri Aug 12, 2005 @ 06:57am · 0 Comments |
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This is my first post, so please don't mind if i ramble. Just wanted to say hello and this is really the only major thing i have actually done. and i can't think of anything else to say except check out starmud
shyembrace · Sat Sep 25, 2004 @ 09:51pm · 0 Comments |
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