I sat in my room. On the computer. Talking to people in the usual forum. A few minutes later. A life was turned on it's side. Crying my eye's out thinking. Is life what i want it to be? I am loveless. Heartless. No inner light. It as died out. Never to return. Never to shine again. People stare. Mock. Mimic. Torture. My life has ended when it was meant to began. The cheery girl you know. All a facade. A mask i pose to keep from being found out. Lucky I can maintain it. It shall not slip. Razors sit infront of me. Tempting me. Telling me to do it. To just let the blood flow. Let it flow from all directions. From every spot. Every vein.
just the way i feel right now....
 B0ySkylark · Sun Jan 17, 2010 @ 04:54am · 0 Comments |
