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after forgetting about this sit, i grew up and stuff. and now that i remember what my pro looks like, i'm a bit embarrassed. i'm not the "viscous b***h" i claimed to be. yeah, i have a mouth, but i'm vitually harmless. i mean, yea, i'll get pissed, but then i'll cry for two seconds and then sleep it off.

so anyway, i'm not going out of my way to impress everyone anymore. i'm tired and exausted from my striving to fit in when i was a teen. a lesson to the 14 year olds going out of their way to fit in to a certain place: just don't. there are better things in life than wasting your money on things you'll throw away later in life. if a group of people don't want you around, they honestly aren't worth your time. even if you do get in, they will take their time to find out anything embarrasing about you and use it against you. just because the apple is pretty on the outside doesnt mean it isn't rotting at he core. take my word for it and just be whatever you truely want to be. you don't need anyone elses approval. save yourself the anxiety and go with the flow of life. you may be happier if you listen to you and no one else.