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You know when I joined Gaia, I was really into just getting gold, and I thought the way to do that was via the Chatterbox. When I found the Literate Spam Guild, I was SO happy because I can't STAND chat speak and I thought "this place is PERFECT!" Yeah apparently not. Yes, let's attack someone for complaining JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES. Let's attack someone for making a joke to ONE person that she expected that person to understand, but apparently both of those guys have the mental capacity of a 5-year-old and think that they're better than anyone else.
I wasn't saying "oh man I won't be able to cry" I was going into why my coach was being harsh. I don't ******** cry on the wrestling mat. In the room is in the room. Take your drama elsewhere. I started wrestling in high school because I needed an outlet for my anger so it would quit boiling up. I don't ******** cry. I'm not a little girl. I have seen thread after thread after thread in there about people complaining about s**t that I think is dumb to be complaining about, but do I rip them apart for that? No because, I'm not a ******** douchebag. I just don't post in that thread. And then when I go and make a joke to the precious Ythan, he not only misses it the first time, but then the second time.
Well I say this, ******** the LSG. They're a bunch of pretentious bastards who think they know everything in the world. I don't have time to be dealing with internet bullshit with a bunch of idiots in the LSG. Sorry that I was under the impression that that guild operated much like a family, and as a family would just hear you out when had a bad day. But apparently, they're much more like MY family, they would rather chew you out when you've had a bad day.
"Don't get upset it's the internet!" Then why are YOU yelling at me in the first place? If it's dumb, and it's the internet, if a death threat on edge is retarded, why are YOU getting upset about it? Are we all in the 3rd grade and we can't handle when someone says the word "kill" and we gotta go run and tell teach "THAT KID HAS A BAZOOKA IN THEIR LOCKER!"?? "It's the LSG, we don't take the jk thing" rolleyes PLEASE. EVERYONE in that guild is sarcastic to the point where you can't even tell what the ******** is the truth in their posts sometimes. Don't even TRY that bullshit on me.
I didn't post this in the LSG, because I'd get more flaming (also a reportable offense assholes), but I posted it here, because few people will see it here and I got to get something off my chest. Have a great life, and I hope you all rot in hell. Which is highly likely.
 xion-dono · Fri Aug 29, 2008 @ 01:17pm · 0 Comments |
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mmkay. i'm in love with someone who doesn't love me back and i can't tell him that i'm madly and deeply in love with him cuz he'll get pissed. he doesn't know how he feels about me. i cry at night. i've written enough songs to make a record and i'm getting the urge to write another. someone calm me down or tell me what to do, i beg of you.
why did i have to be foolish enough to fall in love?
i hate boys.
xion-dono · Sat Jul 08, 2006 @ 10:45am · 0 Comments |
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xion-dono · Thu Mar 09, 2006 @ 08:23pm · 0 Comments |
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you find it funny, i find it tragic |
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boys are stupid.
yeah, that's about it. that's about all i have to say. IT'S MESSING WITH MY BRAIN! and i know i shouldn't be dating but, i ... can't... figure...this...crap...OUT! i .. hate... the ... world.
i've decided that it's definite that i like him. i wish i could go see him to find out even more. but i can't.
when you get butterflies when you think about them, and giggly when you talk to them, and nervous when you daydream about the day you'll ask them out. when thinking about that person at all makes your heart start to race and your breathe's speed increase, then you like them... right? it's not the obsessive crushes i've had in the past.
this is different from almost any other crush. i can only think that eric would have been the same as this, but i've forgotten what that felt like.. almost. if anything, this would have to be compared to matt. because after winter formal my heart would race, but that's just cuz we were dancing so close. GOD I'M GLAD I DIDN'T KISS HIM! redface
it's weird for me to see my first boyfriend in the hallways, talk to my crushes on the phone, see my second boyfriend at church, and then see robby in the hallways. it's weird, because i have feelings for all of these people. no matter what those feelings may be, and it's tearing my heart apart. it's eating me alive. but there's nothing that can help that. it's not one of those times where not telling him is eating me alive. it's the fact that i have these feelings at all. if i haven't told you who this person is, if you don't know who i'm talking about at all... don't ask me. if you don't know yet, you're not going to.
you may know him, you may not. all i know is this is messed up. half of me is saying "forget it" and the other half is saying "go for it". i can't even explain the feelings i get when i think about him. this is serious. it's... different. i hate not knowing what i'm feeling >_<
xion-dono · Sat Sep 10, 2005 @ 06:58pm · 0 Comments |
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i'm sick of talking to people on gaia. i'm sick of talking to "christians" in chat rooms. it's 4 am everyone is asleep. but if i go to bed now i won't wake up later. and with the rents out of town that's something i wish to do. *sigh* i think i'll wander upstairs if i can't find any topics in any of my forums that are worth staying up for. then i shall count down the hours until midnight.. or ... whenever, when zephod shall call.
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did i just say that? redface
^_^
xion-dono · Sat Aug 13, 2005 @ 09:11am · 0 Comments |
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*almost writes fall out boy lyrics then stops self* |
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ahoy there zephod! this is quite the treasure hunt! one of these days i'm gonna make a treasure hunt for you. that'd be awesome. send you all to these sites looking for info, maybe i could make a REAL one where you have to drive around and stuff. ya wanna do that? THAT'D BE SWEET! it was raining and it was nice. i've been listening to emery, fall out boy, screaming silence, all american rejects and such all day. woot. how's ur talk with steph going? like i said, i skipped out on storm tonight. *slips on ninja suit* ninja i'm off to play ddr. see ya!
xion-dono · Tue Jul 26, 2005 @ 10:55pm · 0 Comments |
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tis my bday y'all.... oh gosh, the south has taken over! it got zephod a few days ago and now me! O.o i think i'm high. neway, that party, hmm the boys of screaming silence never showed. not a one. pastor jeff was there though! i made him play some ddr with me! he was so excited when he got a perfect. but that was weeks ago, let's go with recent stuff. i'm listening to techno... when am i on the computer and NOT listening to techno?? never. oi, i need to burn this stuff don't i? *tries to figure out how and gets frustrated* it won't let me get flutlicht!!!!! ARG! that's like 20 minutes of song right there! and it's making me miss out on it. eh, oh well, i'll try again later. i have a concert to go to tomorrow that screaming silence is GUARANTEED to be at... cuz it's their concert! woo! mosh pit here i come! i'm having second thoughts, cuz i'm a wuss and i'm like "oh my god i'm gonna die!" you know what zephod? it's a little bit lonely down here. it's a little bit faint without your near, without you near. it's a little bit lonely down here. it's a little bit faint without you near, without you near. yea, i miss ya man. GOOD THING YOU COME HOME SUNDAY! woo. BAH HUMBUG! my stepdad needs the comp.... NOT KEWL MAN! cuz i'm like in the middle of aboot ten thousand things. whatev. i shall come back on l8r, if anyone besides zephod is reading this and u would like to speak with me... pm me or somethin. bai e for now.
xion-dono · Fri Jul 08, 2005 @ 10:29pm · 1 Comments |
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ok so i posted all this on myspace so i shall make this one short. i went to a friends party yesterday. his name is joel, and it was his graduation party. i played ddr for like.. ever.. and now i have gotten 4 cramps in 2 days. but it's ok. by the end of the day i was pwning everyone there. especially since this one kid who can do heavy left.... ^_^ THX ZEPHOD! oh and i took you're advice and tried to stay on standard the rest of the day.... both matt and i did, but we ended up failing practically every time. then i went upstairs and raided my friend matt's room and found out that he has the inuyasha movie that i've been looking for for months. so i borrowed. i'm gonna go watch it soon...maybe now. bai for now
xion-dono · Sun Jun 26, 2005 @ 06:53pm · 1 Comments |
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