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Its the same every month, Another wall another night lying in my bed thinking,
"What now?" But this time it's bad. I have been having the same case of writers block for all my Wrtitings, Including Fanfiction. If I don't do something soon, my fans are gonna eat me ALIVE!

But what can I do, my mom says to let things go about as usual, but no matter what new ideas I come up with, I can never seem to incorperate them into the story I'm writing.

That goes for the current book I'm trying to write. For years now, I've always dreamed of becoming an author, JK Rowling was my inspiration to start writing, along with my undying love for books. Now I keep headbutting a wall, and no amount of snarky comments are going to break it down.

I try to open my mind up more, I keep thinking the school work is stopping the creative flow of words, that the stress stops my mind compltetly shoving me back inside the box. Not to mention the constant argueing between my parents is bound to wig anyone out. I stay up into the ungodly hours of the night studying because I want to go tocollege and get a masters in English Literature. But then the inevitable happens....What if I'm not cut out to be an author? I've had people tell me I have talent, i just need to refine it more. It had been three years since my mother had said that, but what if? I don't know anymore, but I won't give up on it because its been my dream and to be honest I have no fall back job. *laughs to herself*


Song of the day "Move along" All-American Rejects