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	Anything and everything i can think of to write about. :3 Beware!! Some of this crap might be EXTREAMLY random!!


There is nothing I find more helpful than a journal. I have posed this as if writing in my own bloo, to add to the depressed tone and all. Today was my last day of school. And me, being the wuss that i am, always cry. Its just who i am. ok? Well, this has been my worst year for it yet. It was my first year at a public school. I had made so many friends (sorta) and I'm having to leave them all behind. again. What im really worried of doing is that im going to wake up tomorow morning and get ready, just out of habit, then get downstairs and realise that school is over and that there are so many people that i may never see again. And burst out crying. Thats my biggest fear right now. I have always been a totaly overemotional girl. You might find me pathetic but its who i am. I feel as though I have to hide everything. So breaking down and crying infront of everyone today was torture. and made me cry even more. And then of cource, all of my friends were trying to comfort me and we all huggin me and st. They kept saying they would see me next year and that all was good, to be happy. Flat out... Bull. st. By the time I got to my dads shop, i was so tired from crying that the guy who works for us had to catch me so i wouldnt fall out on the concrete floor. I felt so frikkin weak and helples. Im so upset with myself rite now. Any ideas or advice to push it all out? :c I really need the help. And hugs. Lots and lots of hugs. v-v Im out. ~Kari-Chan <3 ~Has a strange compulsion to grow moss...on everything~ Yes. I'm a furry. Yes. I'm a Zebra-Clydesdale mix-breed. PM me? Zebras need love too... Hikari Coru · Wed Jun 09, 2010 @ 12:06am · 0 Comments


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