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sometimes i cry for you, i lock myself away
demonic choir sing inside my mind as i pray
oh lord please help, he never seems to help
i guess he isn't real or doesn't care what i have felt
the love inside me burns, these tears of love i cry
they smear my face paint as they trickle from my eyes
they say i can not love for i am just another demon
but love is my cage, and ill never have freedom
here i was placed in a place out of place
to cover up these tears i paint up my face
he probably doesn't even love me back i don't know
but id defend him with my life because i do love him so
i live Victorian nightmares I'm brutal and I'm bloody
i never meant to hurt nor murder anybody
but the crime of passion isn't any crime at all
so i drag another body by the arm down the hall
of my castle throw them in the basement
this is the place all my enemies went
all of those who have offended me left here to rot
if my love was only mine this wouldn't happen but hes not
you can look into my eyes, you see no life
no emotion but if only you can feel the pain inside
realize i am gentle, no matter how i seem
every night i go to sleep you dance around in my dreams