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ok ppl my life has changed dramitcly since that last number of journal entries. but oh lordy how am i going to summarise it all. lets seeee got home had no job started working at mojo's in ogden, started partying, met my now fiance' blaugh heart (i love him), moved out and lived with a friend of mine for a minute, still didn't have a proper job, started going out with my fiance', moved in with him, little sister left at 17 years old confused , tried to help my family anyway i could, started working at powder mt. ski resort, mother moved and took my kid brother with her(the hartbreak of my life), have had numerous jobs since then , middle sister finally has her own home with her bf damisis, and took in with her the family dog(silly old thing),started rebuilding a relationship with my dad after mom kicked him out waaayy at the begining of all this mad . me and my middle sister are now far closer than we ever were biggrin and me and my fience' celebrated our one year anniversary xd heart and my mom is starting a buisness and my brotherv is still the coolest kid ever, and me and the sis whent to visit our younger sis who is so grown up now, i'm very proud of her. wink so there you go.

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hellp ppl who care to read what I type on here. 3nodding So it looks like I am not going to be home as soon as previously thought. I will be home when the kids all go back to school. I whant to set up an angel fire page but I am not sure what I would put up on it. Violin, poetry, anime, stuff like that i guess. ok well I am going to think on it. Hey if anyone actualy reads this give ma some comments and ideas biggrin
Later Candice whee 4laugh

So ok now I have to stay till through Auguest. Damn my god forsaken mother again. But I am not going to school this fall I need to stay home and work. I whant to move out so badly but if I am to save enough money to pay for college any way. sad but I guess it will be good for mw a time to grow up some more instead of thrusting my self in as a still fledgling teen. I am hoping to get a hobby to keep me on my toes this year. If I can I what to see if I can start up on ju-jitsu again and I am looking into ballroom dancing classes some where in Ogden. Some where close at least. I am not going to get me a car yet what with going to school in the same town it would be pointless all I need is a bus pass and a good bike. i will though get my drivers license so if ppl are drunk say are just needing the help ya know I can at least do that. So when I do get home I am going to apply to SOS like mom did and get me a steady paycheck until I can get a permanent job as well. so yeah things are coming along better and clearer now so I hope my path stays steady just long enough for me to get my own feet on the ground. I also need to remember to get me a violin teacher to, I whant to find me a vocal teacher to if it wouldn't tax my money in a heavy manner . Ok well I'm done, later.
Candice rolleyes

hey folks, and who ever cares to read this. I've been in washington at my grandparents house since the sunday after graduation. I lost my job because of it to. mother dearest sent me up here cause it was supposedly going to be good for me. well all ive done is sit around ,went to the library, talked online all night, got my freak on online at night biggrin , thats a good thing though, and i've eaten allot. that's been my sumer. I'm here for another month and college starts this fall. Augest 23rd I beleive. I need to get back get a job and my own place and find away to pay for school and mother ******** dearest thinks that shipping me up here was a good ******** idea! i could have said no i could have said ******** you im staying, but no i came because my grandparents neededto see us cause its been a few years since we've spent the summer here in washington. I feel like my life is being taken from me. i'm 18 years old its my natural right to have my own life now. In my mother's all so momentous words "It's my turn" as much as I hate saying it it's true and she needs to deal with it one way or the other. stare

dowsed are the days when you as a child could run
where facets on the jewel facinated you for hours
runing through the grasses of perverbial bliss, I came toward that door of
new beginings of money jobs the world and more.......



but you look over your shoulder....
and you see the rolling fields of gold candies,
knolls producing the trees of dreams and peace of mind,
where the boogy man scares your enemies for you,
tigers run with you and desert is forever dinner.

but childhood ends
then you find that real
reality... 4laugh

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